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MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

Artist-ish
Jan 26, 2026
75
People attempt to talk to me throughout the day, even when I'm eating and on my phone, and my responses are always as short and bland as possible. "Yeah" "Oh" "Okay" "No" etc.

Yet some people keep pushing and trying to talk to me. Now I'm not saying I don't like ANY human interaction. It's just that the people I liked interacting with are no longer in my life. There is nothing interesting being discussed. I don't vibe with them.

The people left persist despite how purposefully boring and monotone I am. I literally don't add anything to the conversation and it's basically just someone going "mhm" constantly. Why??? I thought you'd just get sick of someone that acts this way.

Why do people care about me in general? I literally do nothing, besides draw in private and listen to music. I prefer it that way, but why do people try to interact with someone who is intentionally completely shutting themselves out?

Also I don't wanna make friends for obvious reasons soooo
 
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MonochromeMind

MonochromeMind

Artist-ish
Jan 26, 2026
75
This is the shittiest post I've ever made and that's saying something

It's times like this I wish I could just mass delete all this shit
 
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