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deathtakeme

deathtakeme

Npc
Aug 9, 2024
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Consciousness hurts me. I was able to sleep after 7 days of torturous insomnia. That was the most peaceful I felt but they woke me up. Why. I even dreamt.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
902
I'm the polar opposite and if I had to pick between the two I'm grateful to be. Aside from when I'm manic, I sleep anywhere for 10-14 hours a day, and any time I'm conscious I'm tired af and just want to sleep. I do kinda wish I could force myself to be awake more since it's even harder to find enjoyment in things if u feel like sleeping 24/7.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,326
I understand, I also find it so painful to simply exist, I just wish for the peace of eternal sleep instead, all I wish for is nothingness, I just want to rest for all eternity, to me personally existing is very torturous and undesirable.
 
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