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JoaoBye

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Jan 29, 2025
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We are really frail creatures . We need to keep a job , keep our bodies healthy , stay mentally healthy, have a social life.
Etc etc.
Its too much work .
I dont even feel like a person anymore after some health problems.
I think some people just deal with the human condition better but i have been suicidal since like 18
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
172
I hear you. Living takes a lot of energy, then factor in everything else AND health conditions, it makes it very tough. It's like we've got 10 spoons to use a day & 9 go into all those things you described leaving 1 left. It really does get tough.

Sorry you're having such a hard time. Hugs.
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Yea this is absolute bullshit. I can't cut it and I'm stuck here. Cannot believe that I get 80 years of suffering because my parents had sex for ten minutes
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,515
I see it as such a terrible, dreadful burden to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, to me human existence just feels like a mistake that causes suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence, I just wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I always suffer so much because of the imposition of existence.
 
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Ijustcantanymore

Experienced
Nov 22, 2024
237
It's even harder when you realize what awful creatures humans beings are. By choice too. I really hate our species. I would give anything to be a robot or something. Being human is disgusting in so many ways. I can't stand it.
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

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Jul 30, 2020
332
We are really frail creatures . We need to keep a job , keep our bodies healthy , stay mentally healthy, have a social life.
Etc etc.
Its too much work .
I dont even feel like a person anymore after some health problems.
I think some people just deal with the human condition better but i have been suicidal since like 18
I was not meant for this life. I wish the universe would have skipped me and taken the next one in line.
I see it as such a terrible, dreadful burden to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, to me human existence just feels like a mistake that causes suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence, I just wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I always suffer so much because of the imposition of existence.
We agree I just want to fade away or to have never been here in the first place preferably
 
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WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
1,220
Well I'd say that the selfish dumbasses who want mini me's are at fault; in X amount of years if we still exist and AI and robots gain a certain level of intelligence, they will most likely say the same thing (there is already fiction 'bout that). It's almost like bringing life which can only expand upon itself based on it's genetics (or components in the case of robots) and environment IS A BAD IDEA.

(And here comes some random oblivious person) "But silly goose, 99% of people won't EVER realise that!"

Ok then what about the 1% that do realise? The 1% that suffer , that are homeless, that had to resort to addiction or shitty coping mechanism because of the faults of others, what about them?

"Well, it is what it is, I'm not them, I can't find an ounce of empathy , I am indifferent, I'll live my life and not interact with them, whether they live for one more week or die tomorrow is not my concern."

I completely agree, right back at ya 🫨🔫:devil:

(I'm joking , taking vengeance on other prisoners of life, especially people who are clueless, is pointless even if it could be argued to be deserved, they will rot like everyone else eventually, a "fuck you, dumbass" is enough anyways; but all this goes out the window if they happen to be some evil CEO or multi billionaire or disgusting abuser or criminal that is aware of their actions and still act upon them, then I'd say the more they live the worse! since they actually have will power and monetary power to use the evil in them)
 

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