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Final Escape
I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
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Has anyone become really shitty to people before u decided to ctb? What might cause this pushing people away and being shitty just before deciding to go out?
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I think it's natural a little, you can't help it. You have to push them away to ctb. It's a beautiful act of perfect autonomy but it requires selfishness for that. Can't be helped.Has anyone become really shitty to people before u decided to ctb? What might cause this pushing people away and being shitty just before deciding to go out?
Has anyone become really shitty to people before u decided to ctb? What might cause this pushing people away and being shitty just before deciding to go out?
There's no way u can think totally clearly before u take yourself out. I mean u can but I think that's more accurate for people with terminal illness or really old age. I'am doing it because I'm miserable and my life is sad and it will remain sad. I didn't want to put it off any longer because I worry I'll miss the chance to go out humanely. You can say complex ptsd and bpd is like a terminal illness.you ok? i mean.. able to think clearly?
if you can't.. its always better to give it some time and postpone things.
Has anyone become really shitty to people before u decided to ctb? What might cause this pushing people away and being shitty just before deciding to go out?
There's no way u can think totally clearly before u take yourself out. I mean u can but I think that's more accurate for people with terminal illness or really old age. I'am doing it because I'm miserable and my life is sad and it will remain sad. I didn't want to put it off any longer because I worry I'll miss the chance to go out humanely. You can say complex ptsd and bpd is like a terminal illness.
I love your cat picture and I do it because I am miserable and hopeless that's it reallyHas anyone become really shitty to people before u decided to ctb? What might cause this pushing people away and being shitty just before deciding to go out?