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damaged_soul
Student
- Jul 30, 2022
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Since this site is threatened to get shut down, I am extremely worried about what to do. I am planning to copy down as much SN info as I can find from this site onto my personal suicide research notes, so that hopefully I'll still be able to ctb with SN if the site gets shut down. However, it has always been my dream to be able to ctb with N. As D's operation is still down currently and we have no idea when/if he'll be back, I'm not sure how I'd be able to stay up to date about N stuff if the site gets taken down. As such, I'm thinking the only option would be for me to become a vet so that I can have access to euthanasia drugs. Vet school would be extremely expensive and would involve a shit ton of work, but honestly at this point I am willing to do it if that's what it takes to fulfill my dreams. I am thinking of working as a software developer for a couple decades and saving up money for vet school. Then after vet school, I would work as a vet. Would I have to work as a vet in Latin America or could I still get euthanasia drugs if I work in the US? If the former, which Latin American country should I move to? I am willing to move to Latin America if need be and I am studying Spanish on Duolingo. I already have a good background in Portuguese and other romance languages so I'm hoping someday I will be able to become fluent in Spanish. Also, this is a bit *too* ambitious, I'm aware, but it would be really cool if I could become the next D. I don't have any background in drug dealing at all, hence why it would be extremely ambitious, but maybe I'll be able to learn more about drug dealing, the black market, cryptocurrency, etc. I would highly appreciate it if someone could give me advice on becoming a vet to obtain N!