Euthanasia
Student
- Mar 18, 2022
- 106
Originally, I was the same age as myself, and I was going to end my life and get out of here in 2020, before young people in their 20s suddenly emerged in society.
But it's all painful for parents to commit suicide, and it's not that easy, and they keep gaslighting you that it's not too late for you to start now.
In the end, I will die in 2020 because I can't win against that torture of hope. I've wasted 3 years of time until now in 2023.
And in the end, the younger children of the same age as me have already established themselves in important positions in society, and the real me has fallen into the most neglected position in the world.
If I had died sooner and got out of here, I would have been able to leave with honor, but now, even though I am in my mid-to-late 20s, I have survived as an idiot without any talent, and my honor has rotted away.
If I could go even now, I just want to tear my parents limb from limb and leave.
No, if I kill my parents like that, I have to stick with them even in the afterlife, so I just want to go alone.
Honestly, before I posted something like this on the internet, no, before I left my traces on the internet, I had to end my life quickly in 2020 so that I could disappear while being veiled about who I am.
Now, because I confided about my pain and death, my secrets and inner thoughts, all over the internet like a bastard, I was treated like a psychopath, considered out of date, abandoned like a devoted partner, and shamed for nothing.
The best thing I've ever done in my life is that I came across this site and learned how to die.
Lastly, I want to curse my parents.
I want to curse my parents who only torture hope without telling me how.
But it's all painful for parents to commit suicide, and it's not that easy, and they keep gaslighting you that it's not too late for you to start now.
In the end, I will die in 2020 because I can't win against that torture of hope. I've wasted 3 years of time until now in 2023.
And in the end, the younger children of the same age as me have already established themselves in important positions in society, and the real me has fallen into the most neglected position in the world.
If I had died sooner and got out of here, I would have been able to leave with honor, but now, even though I am in my mid-to-late 20s, I have survived as an idiot without any talent, and my honor has rotted away.
If I could go even now, I just want to tear my parents limb from limb and leave.
No, if I kill my parents like that, I have to stick with them even in the afterlife, so I just want to go alone.
Honestly, before I posted something like this on the internet, no, before I left my traces on the internet, I had to end my life quickly in 2020 so that I could disappear while being veiled about who I am.
Now, because I confided about my pain and death, my secrets and inner thoughts, all over the internet like a bastard, I was treated like a psychopath, considered out of date, abandoned like a devoted partner, and shamed for nothing.
The best thing I've ever done in my life is that I came across this site and learned how to die.
Lastly, I want to curse my parents.
I want to curse my parents who only torture hope without telling me how.
