Be honest please

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You can DM if you want. Does anyone feel like they want to help someone worse off then them or are here for that reason? I've seen shows or read in the news about people who feel rewarded by this. Like Dr. Kevorkian or the many doctors, nurses, veterinarians,guides, friends, family, neighbors. Do you think it's more angels of death, like they want to kill, have power, do it out of jealousy or hate? Do you know anyone who helped someone sick out of compassion? I know it's mostly family or loved ones who do it or someone's doctor they have who knows the pain and diagnosis is bad but I always remember a guy who helped a lot of people on his own after being a guide for 2 right to die groups. In countries where N is legal it probably happens much more than we know. If you have a friend or relative with access to drugs legal or not have you asked them? Anyone with a method feel like they could let someone worse off use it because you can get another and don't plan on going until parents or partner, pets,etc go? Anyone have MAiD script left from someone passing without using it? How hard is it for a doctor to quietly give someone enough of a medication to pass? Seems easy for palliative care, anesthesia, pain management, etc. I wish a doctor or veterinarian would just tell me privately. I'm sure there are some on here with the same problems although many would have just done it I guess. Thank you!