Help Battling SI

[I_want_to_sleep]

I will be attempting to CTB via partial suspension soon, ideally tomorrow afternoon when I know I'll be alone for a while. I was wondering if anyone knew of any good ways to fight SI as I can't afford to not go through with it this time.

I would take alcohol but unfortunately it seems to take my mind away from CTBing and I can't risk not going a head with it. Anyone got any good tips or tricks to help me ensure I get the peace I hope for?

Do note I can only order stuff off of the UK amazon for tomorrow so that will limit almost all of the drugs that might help. I'll probably make some sort of sayonara post soon too and say my goodbyes.

 

[picklemick]

Dunno dude. I wish I could help you. This is also my method and I haven't been able to get past SI enough to pass out yet.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging really is such a difficult method to succeed with, at least it sounds that way to me, I've never attempted as I would fear it failing and it's certainly like the SI exists just to prolong our suffering and keep us trapped here. It does make the hanging method sound much easier than it actually is when you hear of other people managing to succeed with it, I envy their courage but I can imagine that those who managed to overcome the SI just got so determined and likely desperate. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[I_want_to_sleep]

Hanging really is such a difficult method to succeed with, at least it sounds that way to me, I've never attempted as I would fear it failing and it's certainly like the SI exists just to prolong our suffering and keep us trapped here. It does make the hanging method sound much easier than it actually is when you hear of other people managing to succeed with it, I envy their courage but I can imagine that those who managed to overcome the SI just got so determined and likely desperate. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

Have you ever attempted to CTB? if so what method did you try?

 

[FuneralCry]

Have you ever attempted to CTB? if so what method did you try?

No, I haven't not properly. The problem is that we exist in a world which denies us the option of a straightforward, reliable way to exit and the thought of failing ctb terrifies me, it could easily make existing much more unbearable so I haven't.