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They don't, they just spreads this shit based on a few reports. Tons of divers says otherwise.
Ok, but that doesn't mean that he would fail.
Yes, anything can happen really. No-one can see it with certainty unless it's a poisoning. Even then some things can affect people differently.
exactly right
I disagree…….so finding my body lying on a bed after turning blue with SN is a better option? Or blowing my brains out?
Yes me too, everyone is different. I have heard that it can be quick, also what does it matter how your body is when you're dead. You could be in an accident tomorrow hit by a bus, it's not going to be great. No matter what method you use, a human body after death, and after decomposition is not pleasant.
Very true but how you are found does leave a nasty vision for the person who finds you
Sadly that's true, but many people die by drowning and are dealt with professional people whose job it is to do that. However just because someone is employed to do something doesn't lessen the nastiness of it all as you say. It's a horrible and sad part of life, if some of us had access to what Belgium is licensed to do, it would be peaceful, predictable and non violent. Unfortunately society doesn't seem to want to evolve in some countries. It's not that i am pro-suicide just pro-choice.
its the best way to go in my opinion. but its each to their own.
Just my 2 cents, for whatever its worth. When I was 15 I (accidentally) almost drowned while snorkeling when I underestimated how long it would take me to get back to the surface and/or overestimated my ability to hold my breath. It was honestly the scariest experience of my life. So that terror people talk about is real, or at least it was for me that time. HOWEVER, I didn't want to die. Surely that makes a difference? Maybe, beyond overcoming SI as required with any method, it isn't bad.
I really appreciate your thoughts here and it does get me thinking more. In my mind im thinking that if the weight was on my back with a backoack or two, and then fastened with a a few zip ties, there would be no way I could get myself out of that, considering I would be drowsy and inebriated at that point.
i've been lurking here for a few months, and this is the post that got me to finally decide on joining. i found this very inspiring, and i think your method is beautiful. after going back and forth about the best way for me to go out for many long years, you have given me new hope and peace of mind. i think this is the way for me to go, too. thanks a lot, and best wishes to you. 
No, it's drowning just as you are drifting into heavy sleep induced by drugs and alcohol. Sounds like a great plan if you have no energy, time or money for other methods. It's what I came up with myself.
I certainly wouldn't want to have inspired you to think of this CTB method , but I understand. Best wishes to you as wellheyyy, good luck!!
| Respondent | |
|---|---|
| Aspiration group | |
| 5 | I felt at peace. |
| 7 | Struggling followed by feeling 'damn pleasant'. |
| 9 | It hurts so badly, then dizzy then calm. Hallucinate. |
| 10 | I give in to the lack of oxygen, going limp and at this moment there's no pain or fear. It's just simple and peaceful. |
| 14 | I just started breathing. It was quite peaceful not painful. I mean I started thinking, well at least I know that I will die peacefully. |
| 16 | I finally inhaled (water). All the tension in my chest instantly cleared and it felt almost as if I were breathing in air. I was cold which was alarming considering the water was warm, but I didn't exactly care. My whole body had gone lax and I let my eyes slip shut. It felt just like falling asleep. |
| 26 | I realized that no one could save me and I began to just relax. I couldn't move, didn't want to move. I thought to myself wow this is a stupid way to die. I wonder what happens next. And it's like the moment I calmed down I couldn't feel anything. It felt like meditation. |
| 29 | Immediately (after inhaling water) you will feel very relaxed and peaceful for a moment or two, also with no fear, until everything goes black and you pass out. |
| 34 | It burned at first, but since the water was cold, it soothed me. |
| Non-aspiration group | |
| 4 | My lungs had more or less given out, and there was no pain, just comfort. |
| 5 | I felt at peace and knowing that I was gonna die, I wasn't afraid. |
| 13 | Just a second or two later the 'panic' feeling left me. The next thing I knew I was looking at a moving wall of beautiful colours; sea shells, sea fish, quiet, beautiful as my body slowly drifted down, down, down. No panic, no pain, no regrets, worries etc., the most pleasant experience I've ever had. |
| 19 | That peaceful feeling is all part of the euphoria most people feel before death. If you die drowning, I would say it's one of the more peaceful ways to go. After the worst 15 seconds of your life of course. |
| 25 | It was more of a numb feeling than anything. Kind of distant, like I was watching everything unfold from a different perspective, like it wasn't really me that was experiencing everything. I think my mind was too dulled by panic and fear and exhaustion to really notice any pain at all. |
| 31 | All I can remember was it seems like I was looking through a kaleidoscope of pretty colours. I would've disappeared into oblivion peacefully and painlessly. |
This was helpful, thanks. I'm working on getting my SI down for this method.
I'd do this "backpack drown method" but instead of sleeping pills I would do the carotid method using a tourniquet to go limp. If only I'm near a shore or lake...
tell me way thats not awful?
I'm thinking of drowning myself too & not wanting my body to be found. I was thinking about weights & also wrapping my torso with wire. Problem with weights is the belly fills with gas during decomposition & floats back up. The wire will cut as the abdomen swells releasing the gas.
wow I didnt know that but good know. Thanks
It doesn't matter, Andy will be too deep to resurface at this point. In addition, the cold water will take its toll.
