sleepydeaths
plus ultra
- Sep 26, 2025
- 30
this is a stream of consciousness post, sorry
i wake up in the morning and its like instead of a new slate being wiped clean, all of those negative feelings from the night prior return to me in waves
i feel terrible this morning. and my friends can't do anything to help me because im so far gone, it feels
life is such a strange, miserable existence
i feel so out of place, like i wasn't meant to be here. i relate far deeper to the fictional worlds in my head than reality
maybe because reality is so bleak and miserable for me is why i escape to my favorite medias rather than bother to engage with real life
my cuts from last night still ache and i have to run errands today so ill have to just deal with the pain
hopefully ill feel a little better later
i wake up in the morning and its like instead of a new slate being wiped clean, all of those negative feelings from the night prior return to me in waves
i feel terrible this morning. and my friends can't do anything to help me because im so far gone, it feels
life is such a strange, miserable existence
i feel so out of place, like i wasn't meant to be here. i relate far deeper to the fictional worlds in my head than reality
maybe because reality is so bleak and miserable for me is why i escape to my favorite medias rather than bother to engage with real life
my cuts from last night still ache and i have to run errands today so ill have to just deal with the pain
hopefully ill feel a little better later
