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Venting Autism

GreyCTB

GreyCTB

Student
Aug 26, 2022
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I'm sick and tired of being so socially awkward all the time. Just today I had an extremely embarrassing moment at work and a bunch of my coworkers saw it. It's tiring to always fail society's social demands and get degraded constantly because you were born with some genes that make you socially inept. I would rather blow my brains out than have to get embarrassed yet again.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
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That sucks. Who cares what other people think?
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
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Masses are neurotypical. You aren't winning that games due to the odds being stacked against you.

Stick yourself and don't partake in their talks and games. It's just how the world is.

I just stopped talking to people totally. Just talk to people at the animal sanctuary sometimes. Get better feedback from the geese and goats than people.
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
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I feel your pain OP. Autist here. I have long avoided work where I have to interact with the public. Even then, I feel pained by my exchanges with my coworkers.

Are you familiar with the quote from Sartre, "Hell is other people."? I feel my life is made simpler by staying away from most people.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Throwawayacc3 said:
Masses are neurotypical. You aren't winning that games due to the odds being stacked against you.

Stick yourself and don't partake in their talks and games. It's just how the world is.

I just stopped talking to people totally. Just talk to people at the animal sanctuary sometimes. Get better feedback from the geese and goats than people.
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My neighbors have baby goats im loving them
 
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Throwawayacc3

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Mar 4, 2024
1,385
divinemistress36 said:
My neighbors have baby goats im loving them
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Their pupils are crazy. 330 degrees of vision. I went today and they know me but both had their backs to me. Turned their heads and saw lol. Crazy field of vision.
 
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divinemistress87

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Throwawayacc3 said:
Their pupils are crazy. 330 degrees of vision. I went today and they know me but both had their backs to me. Turned their heads and saw lol. Crazy field of vision.
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I Feed them carrots and they go crazy for it and yes their pupils get huge like they are possessed
 
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