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BPDprisoner

BPDprisoner

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Jul 4, 2018
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Cleaned my room and now just have to write a note for my family. Then i will do factory resets on all my phones and tablets, and get my set up ready.

I can make my vision almost go black pressing on my carotid arteries...im going to use 2 or 3 scarfs on my inside doorknob of my closet, over the door, and give it a test. Once i know it will work i will take a couple xanax if i need to calm down.

Ive been trying to fight my suicidal thoughts for 8 years now, and in the past 3 years ive decided it is inevitable, but never get around to doing it. The fact i actually cleaned my stuff and got everything organized, and am now going to work on this note, and im not freaking out, makes me think the xanax may not even be necessary. We'll see though.

Any suggestions, take the xanax anyways? I know it won't help with dying. Worry ill fall asleep before i do it though (no tolerance anymorw, have been stockpiling for no good reason)
 
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Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

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Jun 19, 2018
551
Have you tried this before?
 
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BPDprisoner

BPDprisoner

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Jul 4, 2018
8
Have you tried this before?

Not this method. I've attempted twice with heroin 2 years ago but was narcanned both times, orherwise i would be gone...and no longer have any way to get some.
 
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Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

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Jun 19, 2018
551
It's really difficult to complete suicide by partial hanging, your survival instinct will kick in.
I think people who complete suicide by partial hanging have tried it a few times or maybe just have a strong will to go through with it.
I've tried a few times partial hanging, and I realize that for me to complete it, I have to go full suspension.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
Good luck. This method isn't easy.
 
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war-is-lost

Student
Apr 15, 2018
124
Best of luck. Partial suspension is hit and miss. if you manage to close the carotids and jugulars, you will fall unconscious within 10 to 15 seconds and the rest is history. In any case, I hope you find peace.
 
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Nihilistnow

Nihilistnow

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Jun 5, 2018
49
Good luck. I hope you find your peace
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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Good luck
 
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shinitai

shinitai

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Jun 28, 2018
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Cleaned my room and now just have to write a note for my family. Then i will do factory resets on all my phones and tablets, and get my set up ready.

I can make my vision almost go black pressing on my carotid arteries...im going to use 2 or 3 scarfs on my inside doorknob of my closet, over the door, and give it a test. Once i know it will work i will take a couple xanax if i need to calm down.

Ive been trying to fight my suicidal thoughts for 8 years now, and in the past 3 years ive decided it is inevitable, but never get around to doing it. The fact i actually cleaned my stuff and got everything organized, and am now going to work on this note, and im not freaking out, makes me think the xanax may not even be necessary. We'll see though.

Any suggestions, take the xanax anyways? I know it won't help with dying. Worry ill fall asleep before i do it though (no tolerance anymorw, have been stockpiling for no good reason)
Good luck. Hope you find peace.
 
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Hanger

Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
good luck
 
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Azure

Azure

Little Chemist
Jun 13, 2018
133
Good luck, hope you manage to pull through it...
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I hope you have a peaceful exit.
 
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Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

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Jun 19, 2018
551
I attempted partial hanging a few times and I had planned to go full suspension a couple of times also, not an easy thing to go through. I did realize that I have some loose ends I need to take care of before I exit, but I will try hanging as soon as I get those things done hopefully by the end of next week.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Best of luck and a peaceful journey.
 
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