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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

Self Immolation fr fr
Apr 27, 2024
192
At this point I might be the biggest Night-Night defender out there but I managed to get some help from a friend in tying down the damn ratchet. Now I can properly attempt it. If I don't post anything for 2 days then I succeeded but if I survive this one then I'm really just going to quit it and take it as a sign that this really just isn't it.
 
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justpathetic

justpathetic

Pathetic
Sep 15, 2024
175
Good luck rest well
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
I'm sorry you've been struggling for so long. Good luck with everything đź«‚
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
I wish you all the best.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,058
I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

Self Immolation fr fr
Apr 27, 2024
192
Failed again. Fuck it I'll just live atp, not even worth retrying and retrying if I will wake up again.
 
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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

Self Immolation fr fr
Apr 27, 2024
192
This feels like gambling but I might try partial hanging tonight instead with the night night bags on my neck arteries. I have a loft bed and a small couch under it to support my weight and hopefully get me to go unconscious. The only unfortunate part about this method is I can be easily saved and if I fail then I might be taken to a hospital and be forced to get "mental help" which I am against for my own self. This might be my actual last try because I keep having a "final day" for the past 3 nights.
 
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LostSoul524

LostSoul524

New Member
Aug 3, 2024
3
Wishing you the best
 
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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
is there way to do the night night method without a ratchet?
 
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Someplace_nice

Someplace_nice

Student
Sep 28, 2024
162
Good luck I hope you find your peace!
 
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thenorthern

thenorthern

Student
Sep 19, 2024
111
Sorry, that method seems so scary.
 
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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

Self Immolation fr fr
Apr 27, 2024
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thenorthern

thenorthern

Student
Sep 19, 2024
111
It may sound scary but I was surprisingly calm during my attempt. I recommend you drug yourself with tyonol before hand.

Yeah I failed miserably lol

You may want to find a new method then.
I will be trying with SN and possibly a bag, I would totally painkiller
 
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