At the stage of depression and exhaustion where I physically can’t care about anything

[bugfart]

I have the socializing skills of a slice of bread and I'm so exhausted trying to pretend to be normal. I struggle to pitch my voice in the manner that's supposed to be "me" and keep behaving like myself. I don't care what people think about me and I live like a slob. When friends/ family talk to me all I feel like saying is "congratulations or condolences, but I don't really wanna talk right now, love you though!". I wish I could hang a sign on my door that says "busy for a year". I legit cannot be brought to care about anything.. like I could just walk around outside naked right now and not care and I've been sleeping 13-16 hours in one sitting.

 

[LastNite]

Having terrible social skills is really exhausting.
I get what you feel.

 

[groovygoober]

I have social skills but I genuinely can't be arsed , I too live like a slob , just don't enjoy anything so I just lay down and keep laying down while my parents are like oh you should enjoy oh you should work hard .

 

[oakash]

It sounds exhausting.

I also no longer care about anything. Ok well I do care about the well-being of my animal friends but other wise nothing else. This week I am struggling to even get up off the floor and move my body, even to eat or drink. My body feels like it is also giving up on life. I wish wish wish I would have it in me to CTB but I am still here for now.

 

[bugfart]

It sounds exhausting.

I also no longer care about anything. Ok well I do care about the well-being of my animal friends but other wise nothing else. This week I am struggling to even get up off the floor and move my body, even to eat or drink. My body feels like it is also giving up on life. I wish wish wish I would have it in me to CTB but I am still here for now.

Yup, I don't want to eat or drink or move or sleep. Laying down even feels torturous. I wish I could just get it over with. I don't care about other people or myself, don't enjoy going out, and eating/ self pleasuring/ substances do nothing. Nothing that used to make me happy anymore does and I keep taking more and more sleeping pills trying to get some sleep and just can't. I never can before 6 am.