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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

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Oct 16, 2025
164
i dont think people can give out info on where to buy sn unless its exposing a scammer. also, ud likely be scammed and its pretty hard to get ahold of it.
(i may be wording the first part wrong though but, people cant give speific info about sourcing iirc)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,793
I really understand, I also need to be permanently free from this torturous existence, I see so much cruelty in how peaceful, guaranteed death with no more pain and no more suffering is made inaccessible, I always wish for a poison so finally I can be at peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have it, I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
aRose

aRose

Member
Jan 18, 2026
53
Same I've been searching online for days but can't find a source that doesn't require you be a lab or school. KN is the same way. Plus the price rages from like $9.99 to $200 so I'm like WHAAAT??
 
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n/a_n/a

Member
Nov 29, 2025
14
Money isn't an issue if I'm gonna be gone anyway.

My friend got it somehow via this site and she has peace now.
Money isn't an issue if I'm gonna be gone anyway.

My friend got it via this site and she is at peace now
 
persepexa

persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
289
Completely understand. I feel the exact same and it can be really frustrating because people aren't allowed to post sources so you have to look for hints and even if you find someone who has sourced SN to your country not everyone feels comfortable helping other people CTB which I think is fair enough. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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lucycelestia

Member
Dec 5, 2023
23
Completely understand. I feel the exact same and it can be really frustrating because people aren't allowed to post sources so you have to look for hints and even if you find someone who has sourced SN to your country not everyone feels comfortable helping other people CTB which I think is fair enough. I hope you find what you're looking for.
I've had someone DM me a source though, is that allowed then?
 
persepexa

persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
289
I've had someone DM me a source though, is that allowed then?
That's allowed. But beware of people who just send you a source out of the blue. You should always try and verify your source where possible. It's sad but there are scams out there.
 
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lucycelestia

Member
Dec 5, 2023
23
That's allowed. But beware of people who just send you a source out of the blue. You should always try and verify your source where possible. It's sad but there are scams out there.
I didn't end up using the, ah, well I guess it can be called a website. I found a different source which is more reputable. On another note the account that DMed me, where it says "Member" on mine and "Experienced" on yours, with theirs it says "Scammer". Do you know why this is?
 
persepexa

persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
289
I didn't end up using the, ah, well I guess it can be called a website. I found a different source which is more reputable. On another note the account that DMed me, where it says "Member" on mine and "Experienced" on yours, with theirs it says "Scammer". Do you know why this is?
I've never seen that but if they're labelled a scammer there's probably a good reason haha. Yeah it's good to be wary of accounts that message you first in my experience.
 
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lucycelestia

Member
Dec 5, 2023
23
I've never seen that but if they're labelled a scammer there's probably a good reason haha. Yeah it's good to be wary of accounts that message you first in my experience.
Hey this might be unrelated but most likely other people here will need this info as well. I got a bottle of SN (well... for now all that is certain is that it is a white powder) from my source, do you know if there's some way to test what this is and if it's SN?
 
persepexa

persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
289
Hey this might be unrelated but most likely other people here will need this info as well. I got a bottle of SN (well... for now all that is certain is that it is a white powder) from my source, do you know if there's some way to test what this is and if it's SN?
There are tests that people use but I'm not sure. To be honest I'm not the best with tech so I'm not sure how to link it. If you look up Stan's Guide there should be more info.
 

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