Just got a text from friend 1 asking to reach out to their partner, friend 2, after the loss of a loved one. I would normally do this without batting an eye but I am in a really dark place myself right now and I don't know that I can actually be helpful. It's difficult for me to want to say anything positive at all when I'm deep in depression and just want to ctb.
There's also the issue that I signed off all social media over a year ago citing severe depression and friend 2 never reached out to me (they have my phone and email so they have a way to keep in touch). I don't want to be petty but it is a bit hurtful that I'm being asked to support them now.
I'm going to give myself some time to calm down and think about it. I'm a little rattled.
There's also the issue that I signed off all social media over a year ago citing severe depression and friend 2 never reached out to me (they have my phone and email so they have a way to keep in touch). I don't want to be petty but it is a bit hurtful that I'm being asked to support them now.
I'm going to give myself some time to calm down and think about it. I'm a little rattled.
