• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
G

GoneFromRevolution

Life is a highway, why not be the man in my trunk?
Nov 6, 2022
32
Every job posting I can find requires unbearable sensational strain, terrifying social interactions, or usually both. Doing such a thing consistently would motivate me just to end it all. I feel like a mooch living with my parents though. Anyone else in a similar boat?
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: permanently tired, dontletthembribeyou, other-ghost and 2 others
LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Student
Apr 17, 2025
134
Every job posting I can find requires unbearable sensational strain, terrifying social interactions, or usually both. Doing such a thing consistently would motivate me just to end it all. I feel like a mooch living with my parents though. Anyone else in a similar boat?
Yup! This is my life I mean I'm still young so it gives me time I guess but idk how I am going to navigate the work field in my 20s
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: dontletthembribeyou and inverse-weibull
Cinnamorolls

Cinnamorolls

Student
Apr 28, 2024
157
Studies show close to 80% of autistic people can't hold down jobs so it is very common. I don't have a choice because I have no family that I could lean on as an alternative, so I continue working no matter how hellish it gets, because being homeless would obviously be worse. I do actually enjoy the work aspect of my job to some degree, but hate the social bs involved outside of the actual job duties (expectations to eat lunch together, go to staff parties, collaborate instead of figuring things out independently etc) and how I'm ostracized for not participating in those.
 
other-ghost

other-ghost

i need to end it
Apr 5, 2025
65
I've been there too. Masking often feels like the only way to survive in these spaces, and yeah it's unbearable, ngl. I've overheard coworkers talk about how 'awkward' I am, or why I don't 'just chat' like everyone else. It stings, but whatever..
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Cinnamorolls
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
778
Every job posting I can find requires unbearable sensational strain, terrifying social interactions, or usually both. Doing such a thing consistently would motivate me just to end it all. I feel like a mooch living with my parents though. Anyone else in a similar boat?
I'm in a similar situation, when I'm looking for jobs they require things like "excellent communication skills" "team player" and a whole host of other requirements and it just turns me right off. I have some family left but I also feel like a leech in a way, the autism unemployment rate was still high the last time I checked. I'll probably do terribly socially in a work environment also.
 
B

BrokenMindAndBody

Member
May 31, 2024
30
I'm in a similar situation, when I'm looking for jobs they require things like "excellent communication skills" "team player" and a whole host of other requirements and it just turns me right off. I have some family left but I also feel like a leech in a way, the autism unemployment rate was still high the last time I checked. I'll probably do terribly socially in a work environment also.
I've had some luck as a dishwasher because a lot of the times you're more isolated than the rest of the kitchen staff. Right now I'm going to school mostly online for IT/computer science. I only have a few lectures that are an hour at the actual college. My goal is to get some sort of totally online job. I hate interacting with normies and dealing with their bullshit drama they always try to pull me into. I was diagnosed with asperger's syndrome when I was a kid. I am good at dissociating. Better than when I was a kid. I can mentally block out a lot of stuff. But, still. Being sensitive to all the sights, sounds, and sensations takes a toll. Masking takes a lot of energy. Some days I'm just not in the fucking mood for it. Normies don't get it, though.
 

Similar threads

expiredheart
Replies
3
Views
219
Suicide Discussion
getoutgirl
getoutgirl
GeneralPanda199
Replies
0
Views
95
Recovery
GeneralPanda199
GeneralPanda199
mortisnuntius666
Replies
0
Views
160
Suicide Discussion
mortisnuntius666
mortisnuntius666