owarikigan
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- Sep 19, 2025
- 35
i'm afraid that i might have to admit myself one day, either if things don't get better and i'm still too scared to kill myself or if i get caught attempting to do so. in the event that it happens i need to know how patients with arfid are treated. i have heard horrific things and myself have force feeding trauma + fear of ivs needles etc. i don't think i could handle it and i presume rejecting food will not be accepted. i either do not eat at all or eat one meal a day at most with it being extremely limited to most "junk foods" at home. if anyone has any knowledge i would appreciate it so that i know to keep masking , avoid it or go through with ctb as a last resort instead