Are you too scared to go?

[Sleepdrifter]

Yeah, I can't get a gun here, at least not reliably. My bast options are by train or hanging and suffocation is so uncomfortable. But I am scared by death too. That's what comes with being a coward I guess.

 

[NekoNomNom]

I'm not afraid to go; I'm afraid of the fact that I'll be leaving someone behind.

 

[Toptock]

SI is a powerful reflex, I'm only concerned because I'd be afraid to fail, which is precisely why I'm taking my time. Testing everything.

 

[MZALA]

Fear of the Unknown

 

[Pictures of trickery]

Yeah, I can't get a gun here, at least not reliably. My bast options are by train or hanging and suffocation is so uncomfortable. But I am scared by death too. That's what comes with being a coward I guess.

The thought of any of these methods terrify me! But I want to go so much.

 

[Theresa Riot]

Mostly I'm afraid that there really is some sort of afterlife. If I could be certain I would simply cease to exist it would be a lot easier. Once everything goes black, I don't want to wake up again.

 

[Hammer]

I'm afraid to leave my family, they love me so much and have tried so hard to help my mental problems, I know they will be heartbroken when I go which is why I'm clinging on to life and suffering everyday untill it hits breaking point.

 

[mx5nb3]

I've done stunts on my skateboard. I've gone skydiving. I read a speech in front of people. I once drove my car at 140mph... but nothing compares to the pit in my stomach that expands as my date with death rapidly approaches. It is terrifying.. but I know I can do it, and I know I will succeed. I wish strength and courage to all others who are afraid. Whether you are catching the bus or battling to stay alive, my heart goes out to you ❤

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Nope :)

 

[Saed]

No. More apprehensive over whether it will be a success this time.

 

[faust]

The scariest thing for me now would be meto. Not even SN or anything else. I had issues with dopamine antagonist before and that caused catastrophic side effects. Would never want to experience same thing again, but the mechanism of action is similar. And I will have to test it in a few days. However, if we mean something different, then staying alive for me might be scary too.

 

[No_more]

I've been stuck in a limbo between life and death for years. It's miserable.

 

[I screwed up]

Yes, am so freakin scared , I almost start crying thinkng about it ... But can't help . I have screwed my life to such an extent I don't see any way out .... I need to ctb.
Yes, am so freakin scared , I almost start crying thinkng about it ... But can't help . I have screwed my life to such an extent I don't see any way out .... I need to ctb.

 

[Fedrea]

I wish I was braver. I have nothing to live for now I can accept that. My life is truly unbearable. I spend every day crying until I give myself headaches and sore eyes. I just want to go so desperately. The thought of actually doing it terrifies me. Why should it be so hard?? I know for certain I do not want to jump. But everything else still scares me. I don't know what to do because I want to go but fear stops me.
I'm sure a lot of you are the same. It's a living hell

Yes I'm really really scared. It's survival instinct. And I was never physically brave. Plenty of people aren't. And I hate so much that if a few things hadn't happened I would still want to live. Is there not any hope for you left?

 

[Close_to_freedom]

Hating life and fearing death is its own hell. But one day this boiling pot I'm in will reach such a temperature that death will present itself as my most dearest friend...I hope

 

[wantingtheend]

Totally afraid to actually do it. that's one reason I want a partner to go together with. Someone who understands and can be a friend right up until the end. I am afraid of living and scared of what waits when I die.

 

[Odd_Duck]

Yes, because I so desperately need to know that the end is really the end, that my consciousness will die with me. Even though I think that is more likely the case than not, that consciousness is just a byproduct of synapses firing in the physical brain, the shred of doubt is crippling and the only thing keeping me here. I think I could go through with almost any method if I could just know for sure.

 

[Samsara]

My fear of surviving a serious attempt is sadly why I'm still here