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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I think I am and it sucks ass. I am overthinking all the time. And I think I overthink so much that I oversee it when I am actual an embarrassment.

I think it is part of my social anxiety. And due to the fact I had psychosis I have a lot of self-doubts and actually everything can happen if you are not sane like me.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
Honestly, I'd say that I am, especially irl. That's part of why I like getting high on shrooms since I don't care as much about being embarrassed while on them. I can act weird and not give a shit.
 
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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
224
I think I am and it sucks ass. I am overthinking all the time. And I think I overthink so much that I oversee it when I am actual an embarrassment.

I think it is part of my social anxiety. And due to the fact I had psychosis I have a lot of self-doubts and actually everything can happen if you are not sane like me.
It depends on who saw and what happened
 
whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
324
Extremely. Admitting that I am is as equally embarrassing.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
The truth is I'm very conscious of myself around other people. But the actual reality is very different. Other people don't care about us the way we think they do.They have other people shit to worry about🤣

I stopped caring about what other people think as of late and started swinging my dick around a bit more.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
6,937
The truth is I'm very conscious of myself around other people. But the actual reality is very different. Other people don't care about us the way we think they do.They have other people shit to worry about🤣

I stopped caring about what other people think as of late and started swinging my dick around a bit more.
I think this is true most people don't care and overthinking is often a waste of time. Especially, the things you worry the most about is, are often not the most embarrassing things.
 
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oneirataxia

oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
I feel like I have a pretty normal threshold for it. I'd like to think, we're all humans, we all make mistakes and act dumb from time to time. But I have often been cast into situations that are just extremely embarrassing by nature. People go out of their way to corner me, pick at me until I melt down, put me in the spotlight, and humiliate me in public. These experiences have made me afraid and distrustful of people.
 
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T-Heart

T-Heart

Member
Apr 5, 2025
17
Yeah, it's the only thing that saves me from "just be funny and you'll get a girlfriend bro!" and stuff.
 
mydeadflowers

mydeadflowers

Member
Apr 3, 2025
23
Honestly, I'd say that I am, especially irl. That's part of why I like getting high on shrooms since I don't care as much about being embarrassed while on them. I can act weird and not give a shit.
It's gonna suck a little bit whenever I leave my current job inevitably since I'll miss being able to light up in the back whenever I feel like absolute shit without my superiors caring at all. Makes shitty retail nights a little bit easier for this very reason
 
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notrllycherub

notrllycherub

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Apr 18, 2025
39
i am, especially irl. i'm very self concious about my past actions and i often tend to overthink about them, it might have to do with my social anxiety. anytime someone points out something i did or i remember anything embarrasing i just want to curl up and die lol
 
Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309
Yes, I wish embarrassment was lethal that way I wouldn't have to keep going after it
 
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bleeding_heart_show

Student
Dec 23, 2023
195
I am very aware of my awkwardness, so naturally I am easily embarrassed.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
Oh absolutely. It used to be really bad too. I had a really hard time saying "hello" back to people when I was younger. Still find it hard but now it's more that I'm concerned about saying hello to someone who I think is someone else
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,359
Yes. I guess that's where social anxiety comes from too. The fear of doing something embarassing in public. Even just being in public and having my appearance commented on. I'm a lot more content being alone. At least I care less than I did when I was younger I suppose. It's still bad though.
 
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patheticparasite

patheticparasite

sorry
Feb 21, 2025
94
Yep, whenever I hear laughter around me I automatically assume they're laughing at me.

I recently posted here that my anxiety had been replaced by depression. That statement might not hold up to scrutiny. How embarrassing. I bet everyone now thinks I'm a fraud. But in reality no one cares. I'm not sure what's worse...
 
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ConfusedClouds

Mage
Mar 9, 2024
532
Yes way too much so
 
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NoPoint2Life

NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
956
Yup. And I'm very fair skinned so if I start blushing or turn red from embarrassment, anyone can easily tell…. Which in turn makes me more embarrassed.
 
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TheLightOfMyLife

TheLightOfMyLife

God make my life great Inc
Apr 20, 2025
35
absolutely
I get very fucking upset very easily and just wish nobody could see me
 
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kosmischerunfall

kosmischerunfall

Student
Jan 7, 2024
196
yup, part of my avpd [probably] and social anxiety
and it all comes from childhood neglectšŸ˜¹šŸ˜¹šŸ„€
now im working on healing my inner child lol
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,937
Maybe people with mental health issues are more self-aware about their negative traits. I have a very autistic friend who is not aware at all and he is so fucking happy. Me instead I am self-loathing myself all the time. Always with the question in my mind "Why not killing myself?"

Maybe we are over self-conscious. On the other hand maybe we get deceived from our depression how awful creatures we were. I mean most of it seems to be overthinking. Because strangers don't give a fuck about us.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

:( precisely as ugly as Sidney Sweeney :(
Sep 19, 2023
2,228
Highly, and it lives with me forever. Cringe shit I did as a kid dumb little mf'er had to mess up my brain early.
 
anonymouswebuser

anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
96
Very intensely
whether it's on the internet or real life both are equally as bad
maybe the internet is worse because whatever I did will remain there and it's savable
social anxiety is also a big part of it
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,280
Sadly yes...i try not to even tho it happens
Cuz im clumsy at best-
But somewhat used to it
 

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