Are you going to keep your phone nearby?

[Hope:-)]

For those who are attempting what are you going to do with your phone? Are you going to put it nearby in case the pain gets too much or you regret your actions? Or are you going to throw it away prior or put it in another room? Just trying to iron out the logistics of what I'm doing. x

 

[TiredLostHope20]

music as i die

 

[Musketeer]

I bought a bluetooth capable mp3 so i can die to some toons without having my phone on me, therefore i cannot call someone and back out.

 

[Hope:-)]

I bought a bluetooth capable mp3 so i can die to some toons without having my phone on me, therefore i cannot call someone and back out.

Ok. Where will your phone be though?

 

[Death is my goal]

erase all data

 

[Musketeer]

Ok. Where will your phone be though?

I plan on dying far away from my home, my phone will be at home, off i have a tendency to let the battery drain and i have to recharge it.

 

[Hope:-)]

Ok. Thanks for clarifying.

I'm using the Sn method. If it fails, will I not have to seek medical attention? That's the problem I have with throwing away my phone. Is there literally no way x2 glasses of SN won't kill me because if it doesn't I will probably have to go to hospital and with no phone that will be a problem.

 

[Hollowillow]

For those who are attempting what are you going to do with your phone? Are you going to put it nearby in case the pain gets too much or you regret your actions? Or are you going to throw it away prior or put it in another room? Just trying to iron out the logistics of what I'm doing. x

If I use SN I'd chat here until I die.

If I hang... I guess it won't be near

Ok. Thanks for clarifying.

I'm using the Sn method. If it fails, will I not have to seek medical attention? That's the problem I have with throwing away my phone. Is there literally no way x2 glasses of SN won't kill me because if it doesn't I will probably have to go to hospital and with no phone that will be a problem.

Buying 2 bags from IC isn't much more expensive, they make a good deal. I'd take 4 doses... If I can swallow 1...

 

[Wormfood]

Phone will be near

 

[Idontmatter]

If I use SN I'd chat here until I die.

If I hang... I guess it won't be near

Buying 2 bags from IC isn't much more expensive, they make a good deal. I'd take 4 doses... If I can swallow 1...

When I finally ctb I'll probably chat on here as well if I can find someone to chat with. It will make it easier on my nerves until I fall asleep

 

[outrider567]

For those who are attempting what are you going to do with your phone? Are you going to put it nearby in case the pain gets too much or you regret your actions? Or are you going to throw it away prior or put it in another room? Just trying to iron out the logistics of what I'm doing. x be in the same

Phone will be in another room

 

[farakini]

I'll put my phone in another room for the right person to find it. I'll write down my passcode because I want them to see all the abuse I suffered from people and how kind I was to them despite that…..when they finally believe me, it will have been too late..oh well.

 

[madebrief]

I think the phone will probably be somewhere around me. In the next room? Will probably be close by.

More likely using iPad for music - that'll be nearer.

If it fails….I don't plan on call emergency services - can't imagine what they'll do to me then. (Psych ward etc).

 

[Hope:-)]

Is anyone else scared that they will just walk into the other room and call an ambulance? Are you putting it in a room on a different floor?

 

[lionetta12]

For those who are attempting what are you going to do with your phone? Are you going to put it nearby in case the pain gets too much or you regret your actions? Or are you going to throw it away prior or put it in another room? Just trying to iron out the logistics of what I'm doing. x

I'll be having it in my hand, I don't want to be alone. I'll probably send a last message to everyone saying that I no longer will be a burden and I finally consumed the SN, most people know I got it and that I want to use it so it wouldn't really be a shock to anyone.

 

[emgrl]

I think I'll have it by me. Will wipe it, still contemplating texting friends like nothing is happening. We often say that we love each other, so that won't be weird or out of the blue causing any concern. I just want to tell them that I love them one last time.

One person I want to tell I love them for the first time… that, I don't think I should do, that might raise some red flags, he's very clever.

 

[spectraltease]

For those who are attempting what are you going to do with your phone? Are you going to put it nearby in case the pain gets too much or you regret your actions? Or are you going to throw it away prior or put it in another room? Just trying to iron out the logistics of what I'm doing. x

I will play music on my airpods when im dying. The phone will lay nearby.

 

[Idontmatter]

Is anyone else scared that they will just walk into the other room and call an ambulance? Are you putting it in a room on a different floor?

I'm keeping mine with me because I'm going to hopefully chat on here until I pass out.

 

[absurd_to_the_end]

For the reasons you specified (pain or changing my mind), I would want my phone near me. But I think that's a very personal decision which may depend on your situation, and how you would feel if you backed out after taking it. Would you be disgusted/angry with yourself because you absolutely need to do this and now you have to start over, or would it cause you to rethink the decision?

 

[Altvtysp]

erase all data

Why do you care if you're going to be dead? I don't understand why such preparations are made like long goodbye messages. What does it matter if you're not here to be embarrassed by it? Before my 2 attempts in 2018 (they were a day apart) I threw my wallet, cell phone and keys off a freeway overpass. The overpass was fenced but I don't think I would jump from a low bridge anyways I ended up having to get keys made for my vehicle and then I drove home and did my second attempt which I honestly believed was going to succeed. Overall it's more likely than not that our attempt are going to fail unless using a highly successful method like a gun. So you end up still alive and now your phone has been wiped out. Maybe they have apps that can clear data off your phone after a period of time? Just make sure to lock it in a very secure way and chances are it would be wiped out.

 

[niiina]

Im hanging myself at the door and my phone will probably be on the bed, bed is side ny side with the door.
So far I prefer to do it in silence but I may put some Björk to play on my phone cause she's my all times favorite and the only music that doesn't make me have flashbacks and cry.
Anyway, my phone will be close by, I don't mind people finding stuff on it since I'll be dead anyway

 

[akirat9]

Why do you care if you're going to be dead? I don't understand why such preparations are made like long goodbye messages. What does it matter if you're not here to be embarrassed by it?

It don't matter whether you understand. It will be done anyway if so what's too. Simple.

Do not need a reason for anything

 

[unlimited5722]

I intend to leave him far from me, I'm afraid of the survival instinct that could make me call for help, it would be a disappointment. I want to give myself every chance to succeed

 

[Amccorm2]

Part of me thinks it would be nice to talk to someone as consciousness fades but obviously that has implications of being found and failing the attempt.

On the other hand I think it would be nice to go somewhere peaceful and just quietly fade away, free from technology and interruptions.

 

[sevenelevenths]

Will go out listening to some music, wearing some headphones and connecting via bluetooth to my phone. So nearby, yea.

 

[LastFlowers]

I'm trying to get a second phone that will lack the usual trace of me on it, so I can still have access to certain things a phone is useful for, without worrying as much about other concerns.
Since my method is a waiting game, I may want to distract myself..or maybe I won't, maybe I'll just sit with the process of death and feel the anger at the reasons why it had to come to this.

It will be strange though..our devices have become so inseparable from our being..even those of us who aren't waiting for social media notications still treat our phones like our third hand.
It might be less bearable to vacate my personal device from the premises than I am able to appreciate before the time actually comes.

 

[disorder]

probably yes as i will be listening to music but idk as i don't want the police to spy on it

 

[LastFlowers]

Why do you care if you're going to be dead? I don't understand why such preparations are made like long goodbye messages. What does it matter if you're not here to be embarrassed by it? Before my 2 attempts in 2018 (they were a day apart) I threw my wallet, cell phone and keys off a freeway overpass. The overpass was fenced but I don't think I would jump from a low bridge anyways I ended up having to get keys made for my vehicle and then I drove home and did my second attempt which I honestly believed was going to succeed. Overall it's more likely than not that our attempt are going to fail unless using a highly successful method like a gun. So you end up still alive and now your phone has been wiped out. Maybe they have apps that can clear data off your phone after a period of time? Just make sure to lock it in a very secure way and chances are it would be wiped out.

Probably for the same reasons anyone does anything or gives a shit about anything.
For me, I do care about the excess embarrassment placed on my memory, even if I'm not there to experience it.
For the same reasons I would care about what someone thought of me despite them never saying it out loud or to my face.
For the same reasons I care about how I'm perceived against my will while I'm still alive.

Will I be able to actively give a shit when I'm dead? No.
But I'm not dead yet and unfortunately I may live on only in one of the worst possible ways imaginable..in the musings of other people.
I'd rather not make it any easier for them to devalue or misinterpret me, if they even care to give my passing a thought.

You bring up a great point though..if we fail then we may then have to endure (at least for a bit) all the same issues we were, but also with a wiped device on top of it.
I'm trying to back up my shit somewhere else, not local or physical…somewhere that will eventually drop the storage and data when a certain time frame ends, or when I'm no longer here to keep up with the payments.

I can't stand that our devices could possibly be accessed via requests and death certificates.
People lose their passwords to their own accounts and cannot even get back into them when they're alive…yet kick the fucking bucket and then your family can gain access to what you couldn't.
That's insanity.
I wish there was something I could sign on all of these "cloud" type things or even related to my physical devices that allowed a plan of action to be demanded, like "discard and destroy upon death, as required by law"..