Discussion Are you going to intentionally destroy or leave some of your things before you go?

[imsocold]

basically the title.
for me personally, I don't care what happens to my things after death. some of my old drawings and notes in books may be embarrassing, but I thought about it and am not going to throw them away.
I'm not planning on it anytime soon, just fantasizing about "what ifs." I would like to make a video recording of the place and a few last words (on a digital camera)
also, if your friend ended their life, would you want them to leave you something? and what for example..

 

[girlwithflaxenhair0]

i have drawings and other stuff that'd i'd be really embarrassed about being found, but it'd just be too much work to go through and get rid of it all, so i probably won't. i don't have the energy for that haha

if i had a friend who cbt'd, i think i'd like it if they left me something, idk what though. and i wouldn't want them to feel like they HAD to leave me something. but i think it'd be nice if they left me like a playlist or a drawing or poem or video or something idk

 

[Cloud Busting]

I failed an attempt that I thought would succeed. I got rid of most of my possessions, leaving behind only valuables that I believed could go to my estate to pay for debt and such. I factory reset my iPhone and laptop so my family could resell them for money (and because I wanted to cover my ass. Didn't want people reading my SaSu posts or viewing my porn and shit.)

I threw out my food, my internet routers, my soaps, my clothes and shoes, and my furniture (minus a few pieces.) I made a real mess of my life. I did leave behind a journal that chronicled my mindset and moods before ctb. The intention was to provide an explanation to soften the blow so people would hopefully not blame themselves (they still likely would tho, but that's on them and not me. I did the best I could if I did hypothetically die.)

My intentions were to not leave a mess behind, or anything embarrassing. Suicide impacts people. There is no way around that. So I figured having as little to clean up as possible would be the kindest way to ctb and would alleviate some of the stress. I also wanted to fuck myself so if I failed, I'd have a larger incentive to attempt again.

I'm still here tho, even tho I've made a depressing and stressful mess of my life. You can read my journey here if you're so inclined. I'm still paying for my dumbass mistakes, but hopefully I can get through this. It's a new beginning I guess.

I wouldn't except anyone close to me to leave me anything. It's about them, not me.

 

[Rouge4000]

Nah I'd leave everything as Is I don't see the point of disposing stuff I own. I don't really care what happens to that stuff either

 

[Alexandra0]

During the old attempts, I tried to throw away as much as possible so that as little things as possible would remain after me and remind me of me. For now I'll leave everything as it is, I'm only planning to do the cleaning

 

[imsocold]

I failed an attempt that I thought would succeed. I got rid of most of my possessions, leaving behind only valuables that I believed could go to my estate to pay for debt and such. I factory reset my iPhone and laptop so my family could resell them for money (and because I wanted to cover my ass. Didn't want people reading my SaSu posts or viewing my porn and shit.)

I threw out my food, my internet routers, my soaps, my clothes and shoes, and my furniture (minus a few pieces.) I made a real mess of my life. I did leave behind a journal that chronicled my mindset and moods before ctb. The intention was to provide an explanation to soften the blow so people would hopefully not blame themselves (they still likely would tho, but that's on them and not me. I did the best I could if I did hypothetically die.)

My intentions were to not leave a mess behind, or anything embarrassing. Suicide impacts people. There is no way around that. So I figured having as little to clean up as possible would be the kindest way to ctb and would alleviate some of the stress. I also wanted to fuck myself so if I failed, I'd have a larger incentive to attempt again.

I'm still here tho, even tho I've made a depressing and stressful mess of my life. You can read my journey here if you're so inclined. I'm still paying for my dumbass mistakes, but hopefully I can get through this. It's a new beginning I guess.

I wouldn't except anyone close to me to leave me anything. It's about them, not me.

I wish you all the best and get through this!!!:(
I'll take a look at your journey, thanks

I failed an attempt that I thought would succeed. I got rid of most of my possessions, leaving behind only valuables that I believed could go to my estate to pay for debt and such. I factory reset my iPhone and laptop so my family could resell them for money (and because I wanted to cover my ass. Didn't want people reading my SaSu posts or viewing my porn and shit.)

I threw out my food, my internet routers, my soaps, my clothes and shoes, and my furniture (minus a few pieces.) I made a real mess of my life. I did leave behind a journal that chronicled my mindset and moods before ctb. The intention was to provide an explanation to soften the blow so people would hopefully not blame themselves (they still likely would tho, but that's on them and not me. I did the best I could if I did hypothetically die.)

My intentions were to not leave a mess behind, or anything embarrassing. Suicide impacts people. There is no way around that. So I figured having as little to clean up as possible would be the kindest way to ctb and would alleviate some of the stress. I also wanted to fuck myself so if I failed, I'd have a larger incentive to attempt again.

I'm still here tho, even tho I've made a depressing and stressful mess of my life. You can read my journey here if you're so inclined. I'm still paying for my dumbass mistakes, but hopefully I can get through this. It's a new beginning I guess.

I wouldn't except anyone close to me to leave me anything. It's about them, not me.

I wish you all the best and get through this!!!:(
I'll take a look at your journey, thanks

 

[Tired_Dreamer]

basically the title.
for me personally, I don't care what happens to my things after death. some of my old drawings and notes in books may be embarrassing, but I thought about it and am not going to throw them away.
I'm not planning on it anytime soon, just fantasizing about "what ifs." I would like to make a video recording of the place and a few last words (on a digital camera)
also, if your friend ended their life, would you want them to leave you something? and what for example..

I hadn't thought about my stuff much since I really don't have anything of value to give away. I guess that I would want to donate my things to someone who would appreciate them but that seems unlikely as no one that I know cares for the kind of things that I do. If I did decide to give my things away to friends I would try to send them something that would align with their hobbies, likes, or interests.

If a friend wanted to leave me something to remember them by I would cherish it even if it is not something that I would ever buy for myself. It came from my friend and it was the last thing that they ever gave to me. I would keep it forever.