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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I think suicide methods interested me already when I was pretty young. In school we were told that the Nazis and some intelligence agents had cyanide capsulse in their teeth to kill themselves in case the enemies get them. I considered this pretty smart because the enemies would probably torture them to get all the secrets or just for fun. I was always scared about torture. And now with a war in Europe cyanide in my teeth seems to be a smart idea. But seemingly this is uncommon nowadays. I don't really know why. I assume intelligence service members probably know some suicide methods which can be used in impriosment. When I hear about torture practices in wars I wonder why not more people want such exit options.
When I was young I really wanted such cyanide in my teeth. I was abused by my mom and I had the feeling something very bad will happen to me in the future. And well here I am. I still would like to get such a capsule I would be dead many many years ago if I had one. I wonder which impact it had on my daily life and relationship with death.
I read about mass suicides that happened when the Germans lost the war. I read in Demmin 1000 citizens committed suicide in a town with 15.000 citizens. The people took poison as if it were a pancake. Especially women were scared of being raped and killed themselves together with their children.
What do you think about it?
When I was young I really wanted such cyanide in my teeth. I was abused by my mom and I had the feeling something very bad will happen to me in the future. And well here I am. I still would like to get such a capsule I would be dead many many years ago if I had one. I wonder which impact it had on my daily life and relationship with death.
I read about mass suicides that happened when the Germans lost the war. I read in Demmin 1000 citizens committed suicide in a town with 15.000 citizens. The people took poison as if it were a pancake. Especially women were scared of being raped and killed themselves together with their children.
What do you think about it?