Are you afraid of death?

[Lost10]

No just the process. The idea of being panicked and mentally confused scares me. I was drugged with ghb once. If I could have a full bottle of that I'd do it in a second. I was gone so fast and just blackness until I woke up in the er. I'd pick that over anything. Zero fear or pain. I was laughing as I blacked out.

 

[fireplace19]

As someone with health issues, specifically lung/heart stuff. I plan to go through CO. Very ironic, but with having regular panic over lack of breath I think I have an idea of how much of a struggle it is, which does scare me a bit.

Knowing how much the human body will fight you to survive and make you scared when you don't want to.... it's definitely the process thats the worst part. Worst part of being human IMO is this awareness. Much worse than death.

I think most of us can agree if there was a quick, painless, simple way to go we all would've already. That awareness is strong man.