Are you afraid of death?

[DreamEnd]

For me personally I'm really scared. Not of the process but what if whatever is after is worse than what it is now. What then? I always worry about stuff like this

 

[haibane]

No, as im pretty sure that if any kind of hell exist, we're probably living in it rn. Dying feel so peaceful actually, thats the best feeling i could probably ever feel.

 

[DreamEnd]

No, as im pretty sure that if any kind of hell exist, we're probably living in it rn. Dying feel so peaceful actually, thats the best feeling i could probably ever feel.

Have you tried dying before? Haha I know silly question

 

[haibane]

Have you tried dying before? Haha I know silly question

Not realy, i cant leave my mom alone. I'll wait to live alone before doing it. The problem is that my mom is already having a hard time and im afraid she would do it just after me if ctb now.
I did tried to ctb when i was younger multiple time but i cant no more cause of that.

 

[sserafim]

For me personally I'm really scared. Not of the process but what if whatever is after is worse than what it is now. What then? I always worry about stuff like this

No I'm not scared of death. I think it would be nice to have a permanent break and rest from existence. Living is so tiring and I can finally have a rest and find peace. I am scared of failing an attempt and being left with permanent damage though. That scares me more than death and dying

 

[DreamEnd]

No I'm not scared of death. I think it would be nice to have a permanent break and rest from existence. Living is so tiring and I can finally have a rest and find peace. I am scared of failing an attempt and being left with permanent damage though. That scares me more than death and dying

yeah same, been holding onto my sn for a year now

 

[sserafim]

No, as im pretty sure that if any kind of hell exist, we're probably living in it rn. Dying feel so peaceful actually, thats the best feeling i could probably ever feel.

Yeah this world is literally a living hell.

 

[EternalShore]

No I'm not scared of death. I think it would be nice to have a permanent break and rest from existence. Living is so tiring and I can finally have a rest and find peace. I am scared of failing an attempt and being left with permanent damage though. That scares me more than death and dying

Same! I'm more scared of the lack of it than the actual death itself! >_< Like life itself, the ward, and any negative consequences of a failure scare me a lot!

 

[sserafim]

yeah same, been holding onto my sn for a year now

Unfortunately I don't have SN or any good methods so I'm forced to continue living. My most accessible method is too risky and has a high risk of failure and damage. I wish I had an easy and guaranteed way out

Same! I'm more scared of the lack of it than the actual death itself! >_< Like life itself, the ward, and any negative consequences of a failure scare me a lot!

Yeah the negative consequences of a failure scare me. I'd hate to end up with any kind of permanent damage

 

[Spiritual survivor]

Only if it's like a painful gruesome agonizing long lasting process till the actual death. But no I'm not scared of the actual being dead part.

 

[sserafim]

Same! I'm more scared of the lack of it than the actual death itself! >_< Like life itself, the ward, and any negative consequences of a failure scare me a lot!

My future also scares me as well, life (as an adult) itself does too. Adulthood is the main reason why I want to ctb. The thought of having to be a real adult and having to work for and earn a living terrifies me. Don't get me started on having to pay bills and taxes and stuff. Adulting scares me so much. I never even wanted to become an adult in the first place! I hate the thought of working away my life, that wouldn't even be a life, only an existence. I want to die now before I eventually have to enter the workforce and capitalist pyramid scheme.

I wish that we could all have the option to simply cease existing if we want to, and didn't have to resort to such measures to leave this existence.

 

[carnivalforone]

i think that after the expiring part excruciating as it might be awaits a eternity of nothing like how you dont rmr before you were born you wont even know youre finally done. im scared of the pain that i might encounter as i am in the process of leaving but i know once im done and gone ill be happy and at peace in the eternal void .

 

[EternalShore]

My future also scares me as well, life (as an adult) itself does too. Adulthood is the main reason why I want to ctb. The thought of having to be a real adult and having to work for and earn a living terrifies me. Don't get me started on having to pay bills and taxes and stuff. Adulting scares me so much. I never even wanted to become an adult in the first place! I hate the thought of working away my life, that wouldn't even be a life, only an existence. I want to die now before I eventually have to enter the workforce and capitalist pyramid scheme.

I wish that we could all have the option to simply cease existing if we want to, and didn't have to resort to such measures to leave this existence.

yeah, same! :((( I wish life just ended for me at 14, and that was all~

 

[executioner1983]

No, not even a little bit. I am more afraid of dying, but death sounds blissful to me. Right now I don't believe anything happens after we die. I imagine we only stop existing. Its complicated to grasp the idea of not existing as a person who exists but once I do it sounds refreshing. Ideally I would love for there to be an afterlife but I can't force myself to believe in one. Just like I can't force myself to believe in ghosts. Having both would be cool but I'm also okay with having neither.

 

[Pagliacci]

Afraid of death, no. In fact, the thought of death brings me great comfort. I am more afraid my death will cause another to lose hope and follow me into the abyss. I am very afraid of this. I care for people far more than I care for myself and (I am sure) far more than they deserve. If I could go knowing another would not follow me, I would already be gone. But alas, this cannot be known. I wish I had to courage to separate myself from everyone in my life so no one would feel the need to care about my death.

 

[bpdtookme]

I'm afraid of it hurting. I'm afraid of the finality of it all.

But I can't keep hurting either.

 

[scared2death]

used to scare me so bad i could only sleep 1 to 2 hours because i was so scared i would pass while sleeping and was not ready but now im just looking forward to it. i think nothingness will be so peaceful.

 

[wanttodie]

no im not

 

[sunnysidedown]

nope. i'm scared about what will happen if i don't die...

 

[sserafim]

nope. i'm scared about what will happen if i don't die...

Same, I'm scared of my and the future

 

[near_amour]

Death is nothing but the absolute termination of one's own existence. The entrance in which one enters the ineffable void. And most of all, the ultimate finality of consciousness; which is, always was, and always will be, the bane of all human existence. To assert anything else is religious sophistry at best.

Whether being stuck in a perpetual state of nothingness is something that scares you or not, that's ultimately up to you to decide. Either way, none of us have a choice in the matter. We'll all end up there anyways, one way or another.

"Life is hell, and the sweet still night of absolute death is the annihilation of hell."

 

[Forever Sleep]

The idea of being dead I'm ok with but yes- every part of the process frightens me. Will I be in pain? How long will it take? Will I be scared? What happens afterwards? Even if an afterlife isn't real, what if I have some nightmarish dream that feels like an eternity? I try to reassure myself on that one though- dreams feel different to reality. They don't usually feel as bad. I've certainly felt fear in a dream but, not pain.

Plus, death is coming- one way or another. Billions and billions of creatures have already experienced it. A lot of my family have already experienced it. It will be fine. I just need to get through it as best I can. Like other things we dread in life- exams, interviews, operations, family reunions. They all come and go. Hopefully, like them, the thought of it will be worse than the main event.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

If I knew for sure that I didn't have a soul, and that I could end up somewhere horrible, then I would ctb no problem.

 

[waRmblanket]

personally, no. ive found comfort in death, it's inevitable anyways. i would rather be in charge of my own passing.

 

[Lost Magic]

Well, I have never died before so I don't really know what is on the other side. All I have experienced is being in a human body, and I have been in it for a relatively long time. However, I have watched a shit ton of Near Death Experience documentaries and DMT trips to make me believe that there is a strong possibility of an afterlife of sorts. Having said that if there is nothing then there is nothing. I would lie if I said I wasn't a little apprehensive about leaving this world (as shit as it can be) but I am not flat-out afraid of death. No. I just see Death as a journey or an adventure.

 

[Darkover]

i am not afraid of death but i am afraid of dying or being bought back alive again when i just want to be nothing for all time

 

[backtoearth]

I'm not afraid of death or what could happen after I die, so many people and animals have died before me so whatever happens I can also handle it. There is also no way we can even truly understand the concept of death, so I have accepted it and accepted that it is an inescapable part of the life cycle.

I'm more scared of leaving behind more pain and passing on my suffering to those who are still in my life. I'm scared of surviving another attempt. I'm scared of tearing my family apart. I'm scared of someone being traumatised by finding my body. I'm scared that when I reach peace someone else has to suffer because of it.

 

[MatthieuFrederickW]

This site is actually somewhat comforting making me feel like I'm one step closer to death even though that's not the case, so that means I'm no longer afraid of death.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

Not at all. I welcome it. As matter of fact, I believe it's better than living in hell on earth.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

No. I'm not afraid of Death. After Death is non-existence forever. That means no problems ,no pain , no suffering ever forever . Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of not suffering extreme pain or extreme torture. Non-existence is the ultimate bliss so why would I fear that