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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,159
I used to be a pacifist. I wanted to see people happy together. Especially the very ones that made me terrified of conflict in the first place. Only after a series of disappointments in life, compounded by grim world events, did I finally become convinced that sometimes, violence is the only answer.
 
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1MiserableGuy

1MiserableGuy

Specialist
Dec 30, 2023
365
Work in an office for a landfill and the public's constant belligerent bullshit toward people digging in trash will make you a fighter real quick. Zero tolerance for that. I'm paid to get talked to like that, talk to me like that, not the people burying trash who did nothing to you whatsoever.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,797
No, I've never been a fighter. Since day one I've passively been waiting for death. I never wanted to fight for anything because I simply don't like anything here
 
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Ares

Ares

Tʜᴇ Sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇsᴛ
Apr 27, 2024
85
Yes. I've scraped and crawled my way here. My goals are unrealistic as all hell ahaha. I fight despite myself. Especially despite myself.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
Yep that too, if I wasn't I would have been dead long ago.
Yeah and guess we weren't given a choice, at least that's how I feel. Sink or swim.
 
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HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
334
Yes I am forced to fight my depression daily. I haven't given up because giving up is not really an option for me now. I am awake most of the day and I have to struggle trough my days. I usually feel less terrible in the evening. Something to 'look forward' to in the days of despair.

My therapist called me a fighter. I guess I am but I don't want to fight. But I'm forced to. I don't even know what giving up would mean. To CTB? I am not ready for that. Therefore I need to fight.
 
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Tikialia

Tikialia

I became the person I swore I'd never become
May 7, 2023
65
Used to be a fighter. It's been a while but now I'm hopefully getting back on track!
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

A new mentality, closer to the heart
Sep 19, 2023
2,087
Why not both?
I don't question Ray Davies.

Serious answer, I don't think fighting yields results I'm happy with as much as being loving. Of course, it's a non aggression principle. I'll fight like hell to protect people I care about, but I won't hit first.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,113
Sometimes. I hate unjust things. I'll speak up sometimes when it would probably be wiser to keep quiet. I have tried at life too. I've stuck at things I found difficult. Depends what it is though. The end goal needs to feel worth it.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Sometimes. I hate unjust things. I'll speak up sometimes when it would probably be wiser to keep quiet. I have tried at life too. I've stuck at things I found difficult. Depends what it is though. The end goal needs to feel worth it.
The end goal is death lol
 
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jujujr

jujujr

Member
Oct 29, 2023
49
I can confront yes, not easy to do with my condition but I can do it and I used to be a fighter nowadays physically I'm definitely not weak so probably.

I'm thinking of going to the gym but I have weights at home.
gym is fun, we go jim
 
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m4rius

m4rius

Student
Dec 23, 2022
113
I think I'm both a fighter and a coward. I fight and I also flee. Not the best combo, it's conflicting...
 
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halleyscomet

halleyscomet

halley
Mar 26, 2024
307
Verbally yes, physically no.

I will always stand up for what I think is right, but I'm weak as fuck and would get destroyed in a physical altercation. But verbally, I will destroy those people.
 
Yuina

Yuina

Member
Apr 13, 2024
89
I guess I am a fighter in a while to have been dealing with depression for so many years of my life, but I don't consider myself one at all. I'm weak, afraid of everything, and a crybaby. I give up easily and don't do things if I don't want to.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
807
Threw one punch in my life and regretted it ever since. It's an age thing I think. Lots of 20yo fighters. If you're still fighting in your 40s, life has probably gone very wrong.
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
528
I am a flighter/freezer. I can't punch, it hurts me more than to other people. So people take advantage of that. I wish I could become steel and be strong against everything.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,789
I am a flighter/freezer. I can't punch, it hurts me more than to other people. So people take advantage of that.
I tend to freeze and I've been taken advantage of this as well. I freeze every time my boss blasts me, but every time I recover quickly.

I wish I could become steel and be strong against everything.
I'm considered to be extremely strong like a steel statue at work, and my boss is really angry because he can't hurt me - I'm desensitized to verbal abuse. I'd say, "you can't beat me by blasting me - throw me into a blast furnace instead, if you really want to vanquish me."

Even then I'll be back - I really want to die now but God is sadistic, so I wouldn't be allowed to die. My survival instinct is simply too powerful to accept death (and I've been declared to be immortal in Games section of this forum.)

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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
382
No, I'm a coward. Edit: (Which I now just seen someone has already said…ah well)

If provoked, you'd probably find me trying to flee the situation. That, or mentally checking out and not knowing how to react.

My response to fight or flight is almost always flight. Fighting takes too much energy that I don't have - And I've never been known to win the battle anyways.
 
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