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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I have the feeling no. No single members is indispensable when they quit the forum in which ever way. For example leaving the forum for recovery purpose.

However, I think the admin and probably some full time mods are sort of indispensable. I would never want to be responsible as staff for this forum. It would be way too hot for me. I could not cope with all the pressure from the media etc. Moreover, it seems like this website makes close (?) to zero profit. I don't think many people would want to be admin (or mod) of this forum.

My grandparents told me they hope people will think of them when they are dead. This thread is sort of the same for me. I try to prepare myself mentally to kill myself maybe in some months. I hope some people will remember me when I am gone. My posts in this forum shall sort of document the living hell that drove me to commit suicide. And they are similar to a pretty long suicide note of mine. I am certainly not indispensable for this forum. But I met a lot of awesome people who comforted my tormented soul. And I will remember them.
 
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innominesatanas44

innominesatanas44

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Feb 16, 2023
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Walter
 
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avoid

avoid

Jul 31, 2023
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Maybe none are indispensable, but certainly some are memorable.
 
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AlexYaBoy

AlexYaBoy

The Lord of Dribblers
Mar 11, 2024
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Somebody who isn't a mod, nor administrator?

FuneralCry.

Wouldn't be the same around here, without her.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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To me, you, mods and admins who are forced to put themselves in the spotlight to defend their beliefs, strongly agree with Walter @whywere , @LaVieEnRose, @WornOutLife, @Pluto, persephone, @Judah, @GoodPersonEffed, and everyone who has contributed their knowledge and information.

Forgot to mention Callie @Zanexx as if I had not found her blog of writing, and the news stories discussing her struggles and her passing, I would not have found this place. Her writing had a profound impact on me.
 
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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
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@FuneralCry
 
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blackwidow

Road to nowhere
Aug 12, 2022
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@locked*n*loaded always fair.. Level headed.. Kind and helpful and straight in such a polite way
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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@FuneralCry
I'm seconding @FuneralCry too.

Oh, also, I'd choose @sserafim as well. She's now the only member on this site whose views fully align with mine about life and society
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
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No one is indispensable, in any aspect of life.

I'd be surprised if any nihilists thought any differently, because surely that would go against their own beliefs.
 
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Jarni

Jarni

Love is a toothache in the heart. H.Heine
Dec 12, 2020
377
Einstein here would be good... Not for him to ctb, just to help 🤪
 
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pyx

Wizard
Jun 5, 2024
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admins to keep the site civil to a degree
or perhaps that is a failing in its own right? who's to say
 
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Kavka

Student
Jun 11, 2024
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Einstein here would be good... Not for him to ctb, just to help 🤪
I can just imagine Einstein writing essays on how to accelerate time, and thus CTB, by bending spacetime in a weak gravitational field.
 
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Jarni

Love is a toothache in the heart. H.Heine
Dec 12, 2020
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I can just imagine Einstein writing essays on how to accelerate time, and thus CTB, by bending spacetime in a weak gravitational field.
ahah, very good comment 👍
 

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