Discussion are there any old members of this forum still here

[FutureHanger]

Due to the nature of this forum i imagine most "OG" members that have been around since before the Covid Pandemic are either dead or left the site after recovery so I wonder if anyone who joined in 2018-2019 is still active here?

 

[oddetoad]

i think FuneralCry

 

[R_N]

Checking in.

 

[Life_and_Death]

2018-2019

2020, so close XD, but i still certainly wouldnt consider myself "original"

 

[Anon1337]

I am here.

 

[deathbydragon]

I used to frequent the subreddit back in 2016 if that counts.

 

[gggy]

Checking in.

did you improve at all or?

 

[Myforevercharlie]

January 2020...

 

[Anon1337]

I do wonder what happened to members from 2018 who aren't active anymore. I hope their lives improved. I hope they are happy.

 

[FutureHanger]

I used to frequent the subreddit back in 2016 if that counts.

ofc it does damn you been here for 7 years that's crazy I'm shocked you've stayed that long

 

[CTB Dream]

Can say join new tech old

 

[Celerity]

Here I am. I have yet to find another online community this open and welcoming for people with mental illness.

I had another account back in the day that I lost access to.

 

[Skathon]

I am still here, unfortunately. Was a member of the original subreddit as well.

 

[R_N]

did you improve at all or

Nah.

 

[deathbydragon]

ofc it does damn you been here for 7 years that's crazy I'm shocked you've stayed that long

I was 18 back then, I wanted to at least make it to 25 since I read your brain isn't fully developed until your mid twenties. Now that I'm 25 I can say yeah, I should've just done it back then. It only gets worse as you realise more and more cold realities of life.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I first used the subreddit in 2017 I think, looking back I should have just done it in those days before things got worse. Yes, I have made some good memories since then, but they haven't been worth the intense mental and physical suffering that I have endured in the last 7 years.

 

[DeadHead]

Joined in 2020, left and came back this year with a new account. Disappointed in my myself to still be here.

 

[noname223]

I joined 2020. I feel better compared to that time but still no real chance for a good life (quality) and no hope for an happy end. This forum is a great coping method resource instrument. I think without this forum I would feel way worse. And there might would have been conflicts with my best friends. Because I have a very high need to express my suffering in order to cope with it. And this is the only place where I can be fully honest in front of likeminded people.

I am pretty sure without this forum I would be in a way worse situation.

 

[Scythe]

Rain and Sadness is one of the OGs.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

2014.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

I'm still here and several of us are. Some have died and some of us just don't want to come back because they've recovered/ moved on or are not finding themselves fitting in here with the current demographic.

 

[TAW122]

I'm one of the OG members, joined SaSu a few months after it's inception (which was after shitty Reddit decided to get rid of r/SaSu and r/TrueSaSu). I've taken a break in early 2021 partly due to personal circumstances and other issues, but I've always had CTB in the back of mind. I came back around mid 2022 and I've just been miserable looking for an exit. There are many days where I regret seeing 2020 and not just ending it at the end of 2019. In hindsight, I don't really have much to miss out on and I can't regret the loss of pleasure (as I would have been dead) since the lack of sentience would cause no harm for me. I regret not acting when I had the best chances in 2019 and even times in 2021..

Then of course, since the whole SN crackdown and scrutiny, I'm in a shitty situation where I don't have an reliable means to CTB, so alas, I'm stuck here dreadful. I also don't have aspirations towards greater goals in life (even if I feign progress - it's all a facade to appease the people IRL) and just look forward to the day I acquire the right means, overcome my own SI, and finally do the deed and end this shitshow of sentience by defeating my SI and my stubborn shitty physical vessel.

 

[nerve]

i pop in every now and then, sometimes more often than others.

life circumstances have made suicide not really an option for now and im actually kind of doing okay. i still think it'll happen eventually, just not anytime soon. even so, i keep out of the suicide section because i definitely dont need to feel jealous of all the people on their way out lol