Discussion Are people a major reason you're feeling suicidal?

[dogemn]

I just had a falling out with a friend because of mistakes I made and he was probably the best friend I've ever had, and I'll never find someone like that again. Now life just feels empty, and that's why I'm suicidal.

 

[angelhopes]

Yess I got S'A and my bf broke up with me 2 days after that and 10 days shy of my birthday where he promised that he would celebrate it with me and I wouldnt be alone. A month after that my best friend drop me for not being able to hangout since I shut myself out and she just started to go off on me. I apologized but still she unfollowed me every where.

 

[darksouls]

people are cruel,
they treated my like garbage my entire life,
so yes people have always been the major reason for my suicidal thoughts

 

[unluckysadness]

Human being destroyed me since I was a kid, so my answer is : yes.

 

[eesabtbad]

If by "people" me myself also counts, then yes. If not, then no. I'm in this horrible situation only because of my flaws.

Edit: after time I think people may be one of the reasons, but not the main one for sure. Especially my dad, who said such horrible things about me through my lifetime and after my confession about my attempts that I still wonder if he wants me dead or alive.

 

[Jamylap]

Yes, my bf wants to die and i am emotionnaly dependant. i have also lost all my friends, and i don't know why, i feel empty everyime, every hour, and every second. i want to die all the time, i sh each night, and even though i seem to have a perfect life, no one knows how unhappy i am. i don't know how old y'all are, but i am young, and it does 1 year now that i had been broken and know i feel nothing will ever repare it. This life has no colors. Humans are all monsters, it disgusts me, and that's also why i don't want to live with those monsters, with the voices i hear that tell me to commit. anyway, there a re so much reasons. if someone can help me commit, i have started a thread where you can put your ideas for me ! thank y'all if you answer i really need to live this damn fucking world.

 

[Happy Cat]

A lot of people are assholes now. Online and in public, you can't drive your car or go to the store without people being like that. I just don't want to live in a world where I dislike everyone

 

[lawlietsph]

yes, humans are the worst kind of disease to this planet. we are actually so horrible, it makes me sick to even think about it.
all my pain is coming from humans, but nature is actually just as cruel.
i have a problem with existence itself, because
life = suffering
not just for us, but for every living being

 

[Lost Magic]

Humans are the worst thing to have ever happened to this world. They build things and then destroy them. Worst species ever!

 

[DoomedDarkCircles]

I'm still obsessed (most hate) with a guy who manipulated me and painted me as the evil one for my former friends. It's like I can only view things on his lens, view things the way I think he would probably think and that's disgusts me because he is an despicable person. He has this "golden retriever cute boy :3" persona to hide who he really is and I feel I'm worst for knowing he was like this from the start, but catching feelings anyway and still feeling he surrounds my life. I'd kill him if I could never get caught for it.
But I've had this thing since I was a child of developing feelings for others that I recognized didn't make sense — like they're a curse. Maybe if there wasn't him, it could've been another person.

 

[thelostautistic]

My suicidal thoughts are more to do with my circumstances at the moment. But I've been hurt a lot by people in the past and that has contributed to me feeling suicidal. I've never forgotten how I was treated.

 

[Pluto]

 

[AuraByte]

Sadly, yes.

People broke me at a very young age, and I've never been truly fixed.

 

[brazilianautistic]

I guess so, that seems common... I'm too anxious on a daily basis and have never had friends so it feels like I have nothing to lose, since no one is gonna miss me becaaaaaause well, it's true, no one knows me xD

 

[oneirataxia]

I feel like I just fundamentally don't align with the majority of people, even in niche or hobby circles. It feels like everything is more vapid now and people are far less empassioned about things. All they want to do is repeat the same dialogue and the same phrases and the same ideas from social media and I can immediately clock it and it always gives me a migraine. I only use Twitter to look at funny nonsense from Weird Twitter and Reddit because if you have any kind of hobby and any kind of question pertaining to said hobby, you're pretty much forced to use Reddit.

Otherwise, I despise it. I've become a legitimate misanthrope. This isn't something I try to force to feel "individualistic" and "unique," it is something I feel deeply, whether to my benefit or detriment. I fucking hate hearing middle-aged white moms at Starbucks thank the barista for their coffee and say "we love it for that." I hate the only remaining forums I have to find people of likeminded interests have become a warground for unrelated, unimportant, asinine ramblings and fights about identity politics, imaginary strawmen, imaginary crimes and imaginary problems. I hate how every preface and introduction within any hobby circle now starts with "I am queer neurodivergent individual with irritable bowel syndrome and I am hoping this space will accommodate for and listen to my Unique Special Voice and my Unique Special Lived Experience on things." I hate going to work only for my coworkers to show me the most inane unfunny shit from some normie TikToker with millions of followers. I hate my mom texting me Instagram posts of AI-generated epic funny cats captioned "this is you and your sister " when she could just as easily just send me REAL epic funny cats. I hate my dad showing me dumb AI videos of "transgender women" with fully-grown beards, cat ear headbands and rainbow-colored hair getting le epicly BTFO'd by le heckin' epic conservatives (NO TRANS WOMEN LOOK LIKE THAT, NONE OF THEM.) I despise it, I can't stand it, I can't coexist with it. I would rather have no friends than have stupid and annoying friends who are into stupid and annoying social media-related nonsense.

So yeah, aside from my own personal problems, one of my major issues with the world is people, and how much I fucking hate the vast majority of them. The others are technology, and time. What makes me so unhappy and so out of place is the relationships between all 3.

 

[hurts2b-old]

I'm not fit to be a human or exist in a human society. So yes, definitely.

 

[Bishop]

Not at all.

 

[BurrowFish]

I've been going through a lot regarding family almost as long as i can remember, stuff I'd rather not have online. I've felt subhuman for most of my life, and I truly just dont believe i'm meant to be alive at this point. Im autistic, so human connection feels disgusting and I've grown a deep hatred for most people around me and ive felt nothing but misanthropy for humanity since around 7th grade. I loved a girl for 3 years, never even dated her, but seeing her with someone else tears at my core. She finds me weird. She's relentlessly made fun of my friends behind their back and i wouldnt doubt if she made fun of me too. Our morals are different, our politics our different, our religions are different - nearly everything about her personality is something I'd usually hate

But i keep coming back.

So in short ; yes. Fucking, yes. For as long as I've lived.

 

[StarryEyed]

Absofuckinglutely. 100%

 

[Tomorrow Is Today]

It isn't exactly the root cause, but people indirectly exacerbate it. Although some are well-intentioned, it's difficult for them to understand truly the pain that's led me to this point of wanting to CTB. I guess it's unrealistic of me to search for that kind of 'perfect' empathy from those close to me, but it's why it can be so isolating sometimes.

 

[Kokonoe]

yes. my sister is a major reason i feel that i can't live. and why my daily life is so painful i feel like i can't stand it anymore. i can't escape her.
also, less specifically, people as a whole are the reason i'm as traumatized as i am. i have endured so much abuse that it conditioned me to fully believe i am inherently worthless and subhuman. it's the only way i could ever rationalize the way i was treated. and that worthlessness has really fucked me up, too. i don't want to keep living and be reminded of how worthless i am every day. it hurts so badly. i don't want to be worthless anymore.
i also don't want to be alone. but i'm too worthless to be anything but alone. i guess that technically counts as people being a reason, too. or a lack of people in my life, more accurately...

 

[bb5055]

every single ounce of why i am suffering and why i am miserable is because of other people

so yes

 

[OrganDonor57]

I just had a falling out with a friend because of mistakes I made and he was probably the best friend I've ever had, and I'll never find someone like that again. Now life just feels empty, and that's why I'm suicidal.

losing my gf because of my mistakes...

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Yes, I have been treated as an emotional punching bag by people my whole life (my own family even treats me as an emotional punching bag). People have destroyed me so much to the point where I just feel completely numb now.

 

[Iwanttogoout99]

I don't know. After four attempts, they decided to perform a genetic test on me, and the results showed that the reason for my depression is that I lack neuronal receptors for almost all neurotransmitters. I suppose it's also partly caused by some people, since I have BPD as well.
Does anyone here know about neuronal receptors to different substances? Because I've been told that the reason that I haven't succeeded yet is because I also lack neuronal receptors to opioids, benzodiazepines and other major medications. Also, my liver hyper metabolizes toxins (that's why I survived to drinking 500 ml of antifreeze). Pls help

 

[Dark Moon]

Yeh from my childhood to now people have destroyed me, also my neighbor's and some people online are the same.

I hate most people now.