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sleazyyyy

sleazyyyy

Warmer when the kitsch of rot hits the stomach
May 10, 2026
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I finally got my prescription for Meto and I'm about to get my hands on 98% SN and I feel so wonderful. I felt so miserable and hopeless about getting it and I didn't know that plans will slot into place this quickly. Finally, everything is falling into place. Years of misery and now I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

I have a question, are benzos that important? Benzos are harder to come by in my country. I've read that if you can only choose one, the antiemetics is the most important and you can go on without the rest. Will it affect the success rate if I don't do it without benzos? Thanks everyone (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
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I finally got my prescription for Meto and I'm about to get my hands on 98% SN and I feel so wonderful. I felt so miserable and hopeless about getting it and I didn't know that plans will slot into place this quickly. Finally, everything is falling into place. Years of misery and now I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

I have a question, are benzos that important? Benzos are harder to come by in my country. I've read that if you can only choose one, the antiemetics is the most important and you can go on without the rest. Will it affect the success rate if I don't do it without benzos? Thanks everyone (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)
I think the Benzos are more just to make everything more comfortable by making you go unconscious quicker.

It will work fine with just SN + Meto.
 
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sleazyyyy

sleazyyyy

Warmer when the kitsch of rot hits the stomach
May 10, 2026
10
I think the Benzos are more just to make everything more comfortable by making you go unconscious quicker.

It will work fine with just SN + Meto.
Thank you! I'll try to get someee but for now I'm so happy with what I have. Thank you for the input!
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
215
Thank you! I'll try to get someee but for now I'm so happy with what I have. Thank you for the input!
I don't have links but there is a thread on here of how to access the DW and how to get to a site to order Benzos from.

I'm too stupid to do that though but it might be worth looking at for you.
 
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sleazyyyy

Warmer when the kitsch of rot hits the stomach
May 10, 2026
10
I don't have links but there is a thread on here of how to access the DW and how to get to a site to order Benzos from.

I'm too stupid to do that though but it might be worth looking at for you.
I've taken a look on the thread but I don't have the resources to go there or the money to purchase sadly 😔 Thank you for the input BTW! I still have months to go and maybe by then I'll have the access. Thank you so much for helping me out!
 
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