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unluckysadness

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Do you know what a corpse looks like with these methods ? And the difference with natural death ? And how long does it take to look blue or grey ? (I have never seen a real corpse in my life)

- Hanging
- SN
- Train
- Jumping

I mean : with hanging for example, is the head only blue ? I know that SN gives a smurf look all over the body. It is my method and my body could be found only after 2 days. But I'm considering other options because I feel I'll do it impulsively, and it's not possible with SN because of fasting.

Sorry if it's a silly question. I didn't mention firearms because I don't have access to.

Please don't share photos or links. I just want to have an idea and I don't want to ask AI... Thanks
 
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rozeske

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There are pictures if you google them but if you prefer not to see it the ask a mortician thread does shed some light on the whole process of the after.
 
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Forveleth

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In general, when you die, you will turn blue head to toe, regardless of the method. Any tissue starved of oxygen turns blue.

  • Hanging - bruising around the neck where the ligature squeezed, often burst capillaries in the eyes and on the face due to the buildup of pressure.
  • SN- I do not know this one off the top of my head, but there are plenty of threads and even published case reports of SN deaths with this information.
  • Train/Jumping - Both of these vary widely and depend on the location and force of the impact. It could be your body slightly disfigured with maybe some broken bones causing things to be bent at funny angles. Or with a strong enough impact your body disintegrates, limbs go flying everywhere or you just turn into a pile of goo.
 
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After hanging, your blood will go down. Extremities will be dark and you'll be bloated if left for a long time.
 
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Forveleth

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Sunshine brings up a good point, you will also start to get bloated a few days after death (although probably not much after two days like you are aiming for). There will also inevitably be a mess. Because all of your muscles relax, there's nothing holding in anything from your bladder or your intestines. Depending on which position you die in, things will potentially leak out of you.
 
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Do you know what a corpse looks like with these methods ? And the difference with natural death ? And how long does it take to look blue or grey ? (I have never seen a real corpse in my life)

- Hanging
- SN
- Train
- Jumping

I mean : with hanging for example, is the head only blue ? I know that SN gives a smurf look all over the body. It is my method and my body could be found only after 2 days. But I'm considering other options because I feel I'll do it impulsively, and it's not possible with SN because of fasting.

Sorry if it's a silly question. I didn't mention firearms because I don't have access to.

Please don't share photos or links. I just want to have an idea and I don't want to ask AI... Thanks
Idk much about SN, but i've watched a few hanging vids, it's typically just the head that turns blue immediately. it doesn't take that long to turn blue especially if you're already fair skinned, usually a few minutes after you pass out, right after the muscles stop spasming. By train, it depends how you're placed on the track, if you're in the middle naturally that'll leave the goriest remains, you'll be a bunch of limbs. if it's just your head on the tracks it's just decapitation. I personally don't think train is a good method unless you have basically no SI, most people back out. Jumping leaves the body in a similar state has getting hit by a car. I'm concerned about how my body will look which is why hanging is my method, a lot less traumatizing to look at. The plus about train and jumping though is that it's so immediate you can barely register the pain unlike hanging. Can't have it all i guess
 
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Sunshine brings up a good point, you will also start to get bloated a few days after death (although probably not much after two days like you are aiming for). There will also inevitably be a mess. Because all of your muscles relax, there's nothing holding in anything from your bladder or your intestines. Depending on which position you die in, things will potentially leak out of you.
Thanks for the information. That's good news if all the muscles relax. During all my miserable life, I was constantly under pressure and I have a neuromuscular disease. I don't care if things leak of me. That's inevitable with death. I can't wait for rest. I'm so tired with all this pain.
 
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