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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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As for me, I really enjoy reading manga, watching anime, learning japanese, playing with my dog and videogames!!

Oh, I almost forgot! I enjoy Saturdays like this one and BOOZE!!!

What about you?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,378
Cartoons, memes, and video games.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Cartoons, memes, and video games.

I like you even more now!


I hope you join me @BluesRunTheGame @loopylou and all those who read this! I'll be waiting for you in the general chat lol
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
sleep, dreaming, hugging my sister, hugging my dog or cat, sometimes eating certain foods / beverages
 
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Ani198

Ani198

Member
Jan 17, 2021
47
Even though I took a fall a week or so ago and fucked up my chin, I still love mountain biking a lot. So much so that I'm willing to push back my CTB date a month or so in order to make it to a mountain biking road trip I have planned this summer.

Other than that, I think hugging my bf and getting drunk/hanging (not like that lmao) with my friends.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
399
I still enjoy games, chatting with friends, music, hugs and etc, photography and nature.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
sleep, dreaming, hugging my sister, hugging my dog or cat, sometimes eating certain foods / beverages

Sleep is awesome! You should do a research about lucid dreams! I'm going crazy (in a positive way) and sometimes I don't wanna wake up!!!
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
The horror genre ironically even though I'm want to escape the horrors of my life.

Football as well. Get so happy when my team is doing well.
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
667
As for me, I really enjoy reading manga, watching anime, learning japanese, playing with my dog and videogames!!

Oh, I almost forgot! I enjoy Saturdays like this one and BOOZE!!!

What about you?
Haha! BOOZE! I've been drinking for months and im happy. I still enjoy everthing. There are many things here to make soneone happy and joyful. However when depression starts all good things just make you sad because you see there are things wrong with this world. We kill each other. Kids die in wars. We dont even feed each other. Healthcare and mental care and just being in a place where we are well is a joke. Ignoring all of these problems means that when it starts to happen to you then you can't expect to feel like it is unfair because it was your neighbors who were hurt first and you did nothing.

I enjoy all the landscapes. I enjoy all the people who are trying so hard with a strength that I can't find anymore. I enjoy cars and food and music. I love the animals. I used to hunt and fish but now I do live capture and let them go back where I found them. I like the water and ocean but I have not seen the ocean often enough. I like looking at the sky and I try to like the weather even when its very cold. So many things to love here the trick is being in a better self environment so one can enjoy them more.
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
654
Anime, alcohol, Webtoons and food. Sometimes a bit of gaming too. I have my Pikachu Yellow Gameboy game from 2000, and I still play it (and it still saves progress for now!).

My favourite comfort is honestly just watching anime while eating a slice of pizza, followed by cuddles with my cat.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Haha! BOOZE! I've been drinking for months and im happy. I still enjoy everthing. There are many things here to make soneone happy and joyful. However when depression starts all good things just make you sad because you see there are things wrong with this world. We kill each other. Kids die in wars. We dont even feed each other. Healthcare and mental care and just being in a place where we are well is a joke. Ignoring all of these problems means that when it starts to happen to you then you can't expect to feel like it is unfair because it was your neighbors who were hurt first and you did nothing.

I enjoy all the landscapes. I enjoy all the people who are trying so hard with a strength that I can't find anymore. I enjoy cars and food and music. I love the animals. I used to hunt and fish but now I do live capture and let them go back where I found them. I like the water and ocean but I have not seen the ocean often enough. I like looking at the sky and I try to like the weather even when its very cold. So many things to love here the trick is being in a better self environment so one can enjoy them more.

I'm so happy to hear you enjoy so many things, especially BOOZE haha.
If you happen to be drinking right now, CHEERS!!!!!!!!


@-Persephone- I think you could be my BFF!!! Great hobbies!
 
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Pops

Pops

Member
Apr 3, 2018
13
My gf, vidya, drinking. I've sat here for 5 minutes trying to think of more so I guess that's it lol.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
Food, booze, masturbation, music, sunsets. The anhedonia I have experienced before isn't present, but I still want to CTB.
 
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BornBrief

BornBrief

Student
Dec 21, 2020
143
Ideally this is my last Saturday, or day in general, drinking. For the sake of my finances :pfff: Fights tonight so hopefully it's a good one.
I play video games and chat with people in discord these days. Binge way too many shows. Shower my cat with love and attention. Sing.

I haven't drawn or worked out in a month but I'm hoping to start that again this week. I got a workout in last night so that felt good :)
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
In spite of the fact I probably have anhedonia, I can still enjoy movies, series and video games sometimes.

Right now the only thing that keeps me alive (except for SI) is the last episode of TFATWS. Unfortunately the premiere will be on friday, so I have to survive my 20s birthday.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
everything! i have projects i want to do, a bakery i want to open, renos to make my home more comfortable/efficient for use, things i want to bake/cook that i never have before, a garden i have all planned out. theres so much about life that i love and cant wait for, however fear ill never see. mental disorders really kicks the shit out of a person no matter the circumstances :mmm:
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Walking my dog along the coast on a windy day. I love feeling the wind on my face and there's nobody around
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
I hope you join me @BluesRunTheGame @loopylou and all those who read this! I'll be waiting for you in the general chat lol
Oh I'm here brother. Seven beers in. Is the chat where it's at?
 
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AE2021

Experienced
Sep 21, 2020
216
Walking my dog in the forest. Coffee.
 
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Toptock

Experienced
Jun 6, 2020
292
Music and art for me.
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
Jun 25, 2020
297
My gf, vidya, drinking. I've sat here for 5 minutes trying to think of more so I guess that's it lol.
Do you think you'll CTB even though you have a girlfriend?
 
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Pops

Pops

Member
Apr 3, 2018
13
No, not whilst she's around or we're together. I couldn't do that to her.

@Dizzy_Dreams
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
Jun 25, 2020
297
What If she leaves?
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
Jun 25, 2020
297
Is your relationship what's keeping you alive?
 
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Pops

Pops

Member
Apr 3, 2018
13
Is your relationship what's keeping you alive?
No, a lot of people at work depend on me. Plus I do still enjoy some stuff. I'm bipolar and in my late 30's so I'm starting to see my body and mind crumble and decline. I can hold out a while longer, for other people. Just not myself lol.
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
Jun 25, 2020
297
How long have you been with your GF
 
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Pops

Pops

Member
Apr 3, 2018
13
How long have you been with your GF
A couple of years now. Best relationship of my life tbh. Love her more than anything, hence would never want to hurt her through my actions. Doesn't mean the feelings go away though. Makes me thankfil for being able to talk openly and frank here.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Update:

I frigging love your answers. I guess that, even though life might suck, we can still find some joy in it!
 
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