Anything that you still enjoy in spite of wanting to CTB?

[SuicidallyCurious]

Got to celebrate the deaths of madoff and the UK prince.

 

[DoodleBug]

Oh bruh, there's still some nice things in this weird dimension.

For me, well...
Video games, editing, good food, weed, a good tv show.

Those smoking sessions after work, those moments of stillness before another shitty day, a good night's sleep (hard as an insomniac, lmao, but weed helps a great deal, although I won't endorse it).

Spring finally has started here so those hours spent in the forest are among my favorites in terms of my life's few redeeming qualities. Half of the day spent hiking, smoking and writing.

 

[nightnightnitrite]

Marvel movies as well as spin offs of Marvel movies into tv shows on disney plus. Also the fresh air as the season changes.

 

[killjoy]

I wouldn't say enjoy but I get respite in sleep... That's the only time I feel peace and know that's why I have to ctb

 

[motel rooms]

Orgasm & sarcasm. I'm a dick whose dick keeps him alive

 

[lmon]

As for me, I really enjoy reading manga, watching anime, learning japanese, playing with my dog and videogames!!

Oh, I almost forgot! I enjoy Saturdays like this one and BOOZE!!!

What about you?

absolutely nothing. I used to like a lot of those things, but now have anhedonia/lack of pleasure. I cannot be stimulated. and now that I have this I cant believe ppl wanna ctb even when they have things they enjoy in life. I cantbelieve I ever thought I was sad before this

 

[stevieu]

I enjoy(ed) discovering new music, reading, gardening, learning, gaming, electronics, riding my motorbike, being in nature - trying to see the best in people and the beauty this planet has to offer.

Alas, it seems too much of a majority of the population don't seem to care about all the nuances and deeper things in life and this sits terribly uneasy with me - the shallowness and blindness of it all

Despite having so many varied interests, nothing ever quite feels enough. I've felt like I have been watching my life unfold as a spectator for as long as I can remember - I have never reached true happiness or fulfillment. I want to gain knowledge about everything, however uncomfortable it might be, and it hurts! Escaping that hurt seems like the most logical answer.

Just realised this was an old thread, but either way... :)

 

[Koppite]

I like lots of things. Sex, playing music, reading, boxing, lifting weights, cooking, good conversation, video games.
Not everyone who's planning to CTB is anhedonic and/or clinically depressed.

For me it's running out of time and money - and the probability that I'll get cancer or macular degeneration or dementia like my parents did and not be ABLE to continue doing the things I think make life worth living. I'm here not because I'm in love with the idea of death - I just don't accept that I have to undergo years of decline and discomfort just because society is in squeamish denial about death and dying.

 

[FogFilledLife]

Reading and gaming.

 

[completely-done]

Music and booze

 

[bloodfallsfirst]

Eating out with friends (esp KBBQ), Family Feud night with them, pole dance conditioning class

 

[Kristicide]

F1

 

[allesistgut]

though recently my enjoyment in things has dropped significantly, i can generally still find some enjoyment in watching movies/series or reading. but that may just be the escapism that i like. or just having something to do to try and distract myself.

other than that, there are a few people who whenever i'm with them i tend to feel a lot better. however, in the past whenever i'd be with them it was like all my worries (and if at the time i was having thoughts of ctb or whatever) would disappear, at least for as long as i was with them. or that i could handle my problems more or something? but lately, even when i'm with them the thoughts linger. they're definitely not as loud, but they're still there. like i still enjoy being with them of course, but yeah. (sorry this is kind of stupid.)

 

[Death_of_a_Phynixx]

I am new to TES Skyrim L.E. I guess I still enjoy playing. Anything to escape my reality. My videogame characters always have that perfect life I desire. I wish I had built in console commands to change everything in my life.

 

[gr1lledcheese]

As for me, I really enjoy reading manga, watching anime, learning japanese, playing with my dog and videogames!!

Oh, I almost forgot! I enjoy Saturdays like this one and BOOZE!!!

What about you?

Reading, watching movies, spending time with, and taking care of cats, and dogs.

 

[lmon]

Eating out with friends (esp KBBQ), Family Feud night with them, pole dance conditioning class

I used to love pole too before I bacame anhedonic. There was nothing else like it

 

[Justsogone]

Learning languages and working out