Anyone..

[StateOfMind]

..who is not at least a little depressed is severely deluded and detached from the absurdities of reality.

Speaking of which. Every single time I have the opportunity to ctb and bail I instantly regret and the cycle of madness continues..

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I agree. For the most part, life is suffering. It would be delusional to believe anything otherwise, I see being depressed as being realistic. There is no limit as to how much we can suffer too. In the case of my life being depressed and wanting ctb is the rational response, I am not 'mentally unwell'. Life certainly is a cycle of madness.

 

[Painless_end]

Some are able to handle better than others

Mental capacity to handle depression and resources available to each person vary

 

[siray]

I truly envy normal people and their forgetfulness, which is essential to their 'happiness'. As for me, I cannot live anymore, I'm broken inside and like a prey slowly being torn to pieces eventually succumbs to physical exhaustion, I too have lost the will to live.

Oh well, no regrets, my genetic constitution isn't worth preserving. I'm just horrified that there's no one I can complain to, no ordering principle, no intelligent design, overseer, divine justice. It's just blind chance and necessity, such fucking madness to be born in. I'm begging myself for CTB, no more of this insanity. I'm insane and sick of pretending to my family that I'm okay. Death is most preferable for me.

 

[rosie93]

..who is not at least a little depressed is severely deluded and detached from the absurdities of reality.

Speaking of which. Every single time I have the opportunity to ctb and bail I instantly regret and the cycle of madness continues..

This madness is the worst!

 

[StateOfMind]

Some are able to handle better than others

Mental capacity to handle depression and resources available to each person vary

If it was not for this forum, news, docus etc. I could not possibly understand how anyone who isn't being targeted by covert authoritarian entities would want to ctb.
It's incredible how much suffering is out there.

 

[ClownMe]

To be fair, there are lots of deluded and detached individuals who live in our society.

 

[Bullit]

Me, I'm hap hap happy! Life is just a bowl of cherries! Where the white women at? Woo hooey!!

Can I ctb now?

 

[OnlyTheWind]

I'm allergic to successful and positive individuals. There is no way I can relate to them, so they should stop acting as if they can relate to me. "See a therapist", "change your medication", "be more positive", "it gets better", "call lifeline", "I'll pray for you", and on and on it goes. News flash normie; it's over. I don't have the strength to keep picking myself up and trying again. The best I can hope for is a re-set in another life - because this one is screwed, and I don't even experience half the suffering of what some here go / have gone through.