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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
..who is not at least a little depressed is severely deluded and detached from the absurdities of reality.

Speaking of which. Every single time I have the opportunity to ctb and bail I instantly regret and the cycle of madness continues..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, I agree. For the most part, life is suffering. It would be delusional to believe anything otherwise, I see being depressed as being realistic. There is no limit as to how much we can suffer too. In the case of my life being depressed and wanting ctb is the rational response, I am not 'mentally unwell'. Life certainly is a cycle of madness.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Some are able to handle better than others

Mental capacity to handle depression and resources available to each person vary
 
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siray

siray

the crucified
Dec 28, 2018
178
I truly envy normal people and their forgetfulness, which is essential to their 'happiness'. As for me, I cannot live anymore, I'm broken inside and like a prey slowly being torn to pieces eventually succumbs to physical exhaustion, I too have lost the will to live.

Oh well, no regrets, my genetic constitution isn't worth preserving. I'm just horrified that there's no one I can complain to, no ordering principle, no intelligent design, overseer, divine justice. It's just blind chance and necessity, such fucking madness to be born in. I'm begging myself for CTB, no more of this insanity. I'm insane and sick of pretending to my family that I'm okay. Death is most preferable for me.
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
..who is not at least a little depressed is severely deluded and detached from the absurdities of reality.

Speaking of which. Every single time I have the opportunity to ctb and bail I instantly regret and the cycle of madness continues..

This madness is the worst!
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Some are able to handle better than others

Mental capacity to handle depression and resources available to each person vary
If it was not for this forum, news, docus etc. I could not possibly understand how anyone who isn't being targeted by covert authoritarian entities would want to ctb.
It's incredible how much suffering is out there.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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To be fair, there are lots of deluded and detached individuals who live in our society.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
Me, I'm hap hap happy! Life is just a bowl of cherries! Where the white women at? Woo hooey!!

Can I ctb now?
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
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I'm allergic to successful and positive individuals. There is no way I can relate to them, so they should stop acting as if they can relate to me. "See a therapist", "change your medication", "be more positive", "it gets better", "call lifeline", "I'll pray for you", and on and on it goes. News flash normie; it's over. I don't have the strength to keep picking myself up and trying again. The best I can hope for is a re-set in another life - because this one is screwed, and I don't even experience half the suffering of what some here go / have gone through.
 
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