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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
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Anyone else with partner and kids decided/planning to ctb? Are you going to tell them or not? What thoughts you have on this? For me,they are only thing still keeping me in this world although they dont know anything about my plans. Just want to find out if others are in similar situation. Every day i dread that my partner or kids, or dog, or father will die and I wont be able to take it and that will be last staw to push me to ctb. Any input is welcomed.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
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Anyone else with partner and kids decided/planning to ctb? Are you going to tell them or not? What thoughts you have on this? For me,they are only thing still keeping me in this world although they dont know anything about my plans. Just want to find out if others are in similar situation. Every day i dread that my partner or kids, or dog, or father will die and I wont be able to take it and that will be last staw to push me to ctb. Any input is welcomed.
I have a partner and I'm planning on ctbing in a few weeks. He does not know what I'm planning. It will be a shock sadly. I've finally decided to be selfish and put myself first. My mental state has gotten that bad.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Anyone else with partner and kids decided/planning to ctb? Are you going to tell them or not? What thoughts you have on this? For me,they are only thing still keeping me in this world although they dont know anything about my plans. Just want to find out if others are in similar situation. Every day i dread that my partner or kids, or dog, or father will die and I wont be able to take it and that will be last staw to push me to ctb. Any input is welcomed.

Hve u spokn to a professnl abt what = keepng ur sense of dread goin -- sounds lke u wnt2 ctb bcse of smething tht u r afraid of happnng rathr thn somethng tht = already happnng
 
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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
Anyone else with partner and kids decided/planning to ctb? Are you going to tell them or not? What thoughts you have on this? For me,they are only thing still keeping me in this world although they dont know anything about my plans. Just want to find out if others are in similar situation. Every day i dread that my partner or kids, or dog, or father will die and I wont be able to take it and that will be last staw to push me to ctb. Any input is welcomed.
I am sorry it's such a tough time for you.

I have a partner and grown kids who have no idea I am even considering something like this. Some days the urge to CTB is huge and I am afraid that it will overpower me so I will do it at home. When my plan is really to be away from here on a business trip, so they don't have to find me
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
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Hve u spokn to a professnl abt what = keepng ur sense of dread goin -- sounds lke u wnt2 ctb bcse of smething tht u r afraid of happnng rathr thn somethng tht = already happnng
It a lot things adding up. My grandma gone 4 years ago broke me but u kept going. 2 years ago my mum gone to c19 - that was too much and changed me badly. I tried to ctb 4 times before - first time i wad 9 years old. So a lot of it. What keeps me is how it will break my kids. When i give up on tha, i will be gone. Dread is just another factor.
 

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