Help Anyone survive a (painful) suicide attempt?

[donewithyourview]

Title. Any personal anecdotes or news articles about ppl surviving painful suicide attempts or near death experiences (ex. hit by car, gunshot to face, hanging, drowning etc)?

I know there is no 100% chance of anything, so I want to see what could possibly happen in the unfortunate event I survive. That is what scares me the most of all, not dying, but of surviving and facing the consequences. Being disabled for life, or being locked up against my will in a psychiatric facility. I have a hunch that it is more common than we might think.

 

[lionetta12]

Title. Any personal anecdotes or news articles about ppl surviving painful suicide attempts or near death experiences (ex. hit by car, gunshot to face, hanging, drowning etc)?

I know there is no 100% chance of anything, so I want to see what could possibly happen in the unfortunate event I survive. That is what scares me the most of all, not dying, but of surviving and facing the consequences. Being disabled for life, or being locked up against my will in a psychiatric facility. I have a hunch that it is more common than we might think.

Wasn't a suicide attempt but I was suicidal during that entire time period and the whole reason I was on the vacation was to try stay alive, but fell off a moving bus from a height and that resulted in breaking both my ankles and 6 fractures in total I think? Ended up wheelchair bound for a year, bones wouldn't heal after 2 surgeries and malpractice surgery with 11 unnesesscary screws and a metal plate. Recovery has been hell mentally and physically. Cut off a lot of friends because I got tierd of explaining that my bones wont heal and I don't know why and I don't know why nobody in the physical healthcare system would help me and it was a big issue in the 1 relationship I ended up allowing myself to enter eventually. Got abused and used and taken advantage of by friends and family because I was basically physically disabled for that year. And all this happened just because I didn't want to suicide. I'll ultimately be forced to cut off my entire family this year too due to how much they abused me during this period of my life, they abused me all my childhood too but I thought it would stop now that I'm in my mid 20s and it sadly just got worse once I was helpless physically.