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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
281
Anyone suicidal over what other people have done to them?
 
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sximii

meow
Dec 4, 2024
79
Not directly, but the abuse caused a lot of the problems that make me suicidal.
 
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Kyotospade

Kyotospade

Member
Jan 5, 2025
53
Abuse is one of the main reasons I am suicidal, but not the sole reason.
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
53
not me but i very recently lost a friend due to their so-called family's abuse. it is really a very bad torture for anyone to experience. rip ):
 
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CogitoMori

Specialist
Oct 21, 2024
352
That's part of the reason. My partner used to feel like home before that. Now I feel like I'll never have a home.
 
Lambybahhhhhh

Lambybahhhhhh

Member
Jan 8, 2025
10
That's my main reason. It feels like all the love and promises mean nothing, and it's killing me.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,331
Definitely the root of most of my issues, but, the consequences of that from childhood created a whole host of problems/disorders for me throughout my life. Seriously shapes the person you become as the years move on and makes each passing one more and more of a struggle. Worst part is it becomes very difficult to form the bonds with others necessary for healing. Thus it becomes a vicious cycle of self-destruction that often culminates in mental breakdown, isolation or ctb.
 
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Overwhelmed52

Experienced
Dec 3, 2024
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Definitely the root of most of my issues, but, the consequences of that from childhood created a whole host of problems/disorders for me throughout my life. Seriously shapes the person you become as the years move on and makes each passing one more and more of a struggle. Worst part is it becomes very difficult to form the bonds with others necessary for healing. Thus it becomes a vicious cycle of self-destruction that often culminates in mental breakdown, isolation or ctb.
This is me, too. One of the hard things about childhood abuse is I don't know how much of my problems are due to the abuse or are just how I am. I'm pretty sure the abuse had a big impact but one of the things I struggle with is how much and whether things could have been different.
 
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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
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This is me, too. One of the hard things about childhood abuse is I don't know how much of my problems are due to the abuse or are just how I am. I'm pretty sure the abuse had a big impact but one of the things I struggle with is how much and whether things could have been different.
Yeah, I can almost certainly say things would be totally different
 
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