tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
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just wondering if anyone on here has attempted to take sn before. if so, what happened that it didn't work? what did it taste like?

this is my method of choice and at this point i'm just working myself up to take it. it seemed so simple and easy but now that i've had it for a few weeks I feel TERRIFIED to actually do it. I know I want to, and i'm solid in my decision but actually doing it is scary. any advice or tips on what to expect is greatly appreciated :)
 
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EmmaD

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Apr 11, 2023
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There are so many experiences of SN all over this forum. So many people have tasted it to see what it's like (very salty).. A lot of people have thrown it up especially if they didn't have an anti-emetic.. I know I've read threads where people took it then panicked and called emergency services, then got treated with methylene blue and recovered fully.
The reason I couldn't do it is I'm scared of the whole very-fast-heartbeat thing. Dumb I know but I just don't like the idea.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

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Jun 13, 2021
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You can find various accounts using the search bar. Some even tried small amounts, but it's risky.

it seemed so simple and easy but now that i've had it for a few weeks I feel TERRIFIED to actually do it. I know I want to, and i'm solid in my decision but actually doing it is scary
It almost seems too good to be true - drink some salts and be gone. I also find it scary and uncertain, the last thing I want is to wake up afterwards.

I'm not cool with death at all, really can't comprehend how easily people impose it on others.
 
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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
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There are so many experiences of SN all over this forum. So many people have tasted it to see what it's like (very salty).. A lot of people have thrown it up especially if they didn't have an anti-emetic.. I know I've read threads where people took it then panicked and called emergency services, then got treated with methylene blue and recovered fully.
The reason I couldn't do it is I'm scared of the whole very-fast-heartbeat thing. Dumb I know but I just don't like the idea.
literally same.. I can deal with getting sick and the bad taste but the rapid heartbeat makes me worried my anxiety will skyrocket, i'll go into panic mode and call for help even if I don't want it ..
 
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EmmaD

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Apr 11, 2023
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literally same.. I can deal with getting sick and the bad taste but the rapid heartbeat makes me worried my anxiety will skyrocket, i'll go into panic mode and call for help even if I don't want it ..
Yep that's how I feel too xx
 
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freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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Some SN cases are painful, some cases are discomforting, some cases are peaceful. Everybody reacts different.

Here you can find description of painful cases and here peaceful and discomforting cases and symptoms.
 
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Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
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literally same.. I can deal with getting sick and the bad taste but the rapid heartbeat makes me worried my anxiety will skyrocket, i'll go into panic mode and call for help even if I don't want it ..
I, as a person who has tried amphetamines, can say that the heartbeat does not scare, even when there was an overdose. Maybe it's because I'm just a junke, but I was not afraid that my heart could stop at any moment.
 
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BorderlineSuicidal

BorderlineSuicidal

Let death bless me with you
Aug 30, 2020
40
Survived an attempt with SN. it was a whole experience with a whole story I don't have the energy to type up rn. But it was really awful
 
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clockwork_cat

clockwork_cat

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Feb 24, 2023
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Survived an attempt with SN. it was a whole experience with a whole story I don't have the energy to type up rn. But it was really awful
If you have the energy to in the future, I would like to listen
 
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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
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Survived an attempt with SN. it was a whole experience with a whole story I don't have the energy to type up rn. But it was really awful

thanks for sharing, I posted this thread cause I was wondering about individual experiences. I understand if you don't want to type a lot or share your whole story,

I guess a simple question I can ask is if you think the "cases" listed on this site with sn attempts are accurate? im hesitant to trust the legitimacy sometimes even though I know a bunch of them are real. but being anon and not verified I am always skeptical of things say on here.

thanks in advance if you wanna share and if you don't, that's okay too :)
 
Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
There are so many experiences of SN all over this forum. So many people have tasted it to see what it's like (very salty).. A lot of people have thrown it up especially if they didn't have an anti-emetic.. I know I've read threads where people took it then panicked and called emergency services, then got treated with methylene blue and recovered fully.
The reason I couldn't do it is I'm scared of the whole very-fast-heartbeat thing. Dumb I know but I just don't like the idea.

I have an arrhythmia and the rapid heartbeat/tachycardia scares me, too. Just last week I was in the ER when my heart rate spiked into the 130's out of nowhere (well, I was dehydrated also).

Anyhow, heart stuff is scary - I'm much more experienced with fainting as my blood pressure is usually low. Fainting happens so quick; once you're out, you're out. Wish that was the case with SN, but I'm planning to take Prazosin and a few mgs of Klonopin a bit beforehand. Hopefully it helps.
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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SN got hyped up as some miracle method when infact it takes a lot of other drugs and planning to get right.
 
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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
76
SN got hyped up as some miracle method when infact it takes a lot of other drugs and planning to get right.
a lot of drugs that I can't find/ get access to :/
 
Willthishelp?

Willthishelp?

Specialist
Jan 18, 2023
305
Survived an attempt with SN. it was a whole experience with a whole story I don't have the energy to type up rn. But it was really awful
Can you please tell more about it? Have you completely recovered, how was the experience everything according to the guide sorry I know you don't have the energy but it is helpful in my choice and I feel I have no choice…
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

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Oct 13, 2022
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You can find various accounts using the search bar. Some even tried small amounts, but it's risky.


It almost seems too good to be true - drink some salts and be gone. I also find it scary and uncertain, the last thing I want is to wake up afterwards.

I'm not cool with death at all, really can't comprehend how easily people impose it on others.
That scared me too. It seemed too good to be true and I was terrified to wake up and have to deal with all that. I just want to die. Too good to be true.
 

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