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summa_tyme2224

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Jun 4, 2024
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Has anyone here got any info on IF there is truly N available w out prescription in Bolivia recently?

I looked at the 2025 PPH listed on here not sure how reliable that is and it had books listed as a place w N but it usually says oh someone went here 2024 etc but I didn't see that.
 
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Keef Girgo

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Would also like to know this

Not too sure on logistics but I think I would like to travel overseas and pick up either SN or N and take it in whichever country I land in.
 
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bankai

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Interesting.Please keep us updated.My dream exit would be sniffing N while sitting on a llama in either Peru or Bolivia.

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Apr 21, 2025
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It's amazing to me how you gringos even manage to buy N without getting kidnapped, killed, robbed, arrested, or having your organs harvested.

There isn't an established N plug that you contact and arrange everything beforehand, right? you guys just ask around in random drug stores? That's crazy.

The employees never get suspicious and call the police or set you up to be mugged?. you must stick out like a sore thumb for sure.

When there is a will, there is a way, I suppose, low key i kinda admire that amount of determination and guts
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It's amazing to me how you gringos even manage to buy N without getting kidnapped, killed, robbed, arrested, or having your organs harvested.

There isn't an established N plug that you contact and arrange everything beforehand, right? you guys just ask around in random drug stores? That's crazy.

The employees never get suspicious and call the police or set you up to be mugged?. you must stick out like a sore thumb for sure.

When there is a will, there is a way, I suppose, low key i kinda admire that amount of determination and guts
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I just tell them it's for my dying pet llama.🥺

I have not been successful yet though.


Seriously though, I guess N is a foregone lost cause.

I think veterinarians can legit get their hands on it though.
 
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I just tell them it's for my dying pet llama.🥺

I have not been successful yet though.


Seriously though, I guess N is a foregone lost cause.

I think veterinarians can legit get their hands on it though.
To have a medical professional trust you and take such a risk selling you something that can ruin his career and land him in jail for years when you don't even speak his language and look suspicious as hell is crazy work; I don't see it happening. Most times you are going to get yourself arrested.

At least in my humble Ñ opinion, i don't know what kind of trickery is used , maybe if the bribe is high enough ,xD
 
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Alitaaqua6781

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I have just been to Bolivia approx 3 weeks ago. Very safe no issues as long as you proactive common sense.
 
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I have just been to Bolivia approx 3 weeks ago. Very safe no issues as long as you proactive common sense.
And you scored N? And you managed to "smuggle" it back to your home country?
 
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summa_tyme2224

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Jun 4, 2024
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It's amazing to me how you gringos even manage to buy N without getting kidnapped, killed, robbed, arrested, or having your organs harvested.

There isn't an established N plug that you contact and arrange everything beforehand, right? you guys just ask around in random drug stores? That's crazy.

The employees never get suspicious and call the police or set you up to be mugged?. you must stick out like a sore thumb for sure.

When there is a will, there is a way, I suppose, low key i kinda admire that amount of determination and guts
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I mean, it's not exactly desirable I'm not sure what your intention was, but maybe think about the fact that all the people on here are suffering, and just wanna way out.

Yeah, it's a huge fucking risk for us gringos LMAO.

Me personally, I lived in Iquitos Peru for a bit so I'm not a stranger to the potential hazards, but desperate times call for desperate measures…..

Like what r the other options?
 
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I mean, it's not exactly desirable I'm not sure what your intention was, but maybe think about the fact that all the people on here are suffering, and just wanna way out.

Yeah, it's a huge fucking risk for us gringos LMAO.

Me personally, I lived in Iquitos Peru for a bit so I'm not a stranger to the potential hazards, but desperate times call for desperate measures…..

Like what r the other options?
I'm really sorry if I came across as insensitive or disrespectful; English is my second language, so I'm not very adept with the intricacies and nuances of tone yet.

It wasn't my intention to mock your pain or desperation. If anyone understands how you feel, it's definitely me.

I just wanted to share my perspective as a native Spanish speaker and local. The risk-to-reward ratio of this method just doesn't make sense to me; it's highly likely to get you into a big mess and potentially end up who knows where.

Keep in mind that a big % of the police force here in Latin America is in bed with the cartels; just being arrested can result in you guys getting kidnapped and probably tortured since gringos are seen as potential piggy banks.
 
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imOK

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Apr 10, 2025
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I'm really sorry if I came across as insensitive or disrespectful
Nah you're right, lol. It is crazy IMO.

Some other guy recently posted here his very wise and sane idea to go to somalia to buy a grenade there to blow himself up with. As if you'd ever get that far. To be fair, I do think it was in jest, but still.

Truth of the matter is - there's currently at the very least two, maybe three reliable, simple and relatively painless methods that are discussed on this forum at length and which you can get good information on. Two of these methods only require items you can buy everywhere with no restrictions. There is no need to travel to exotic locales or try to aquire soviet surplus war equipment. All this "creativity" to self-destruct you see here daily is simply not necessary. It's actually even really unsafe I'd say.

It would be nice to have easily accessible N and with that a fourth method, but that's simply not the reality we live in right now.
 
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summa_tyme2224

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Jun 4, 2024
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I'm really sorry if I came across as insensitive or disrespectful; English is my second language, so I'm not very adept with the intricacies and nuances of tone yet.

It wasn't my intention to mock your pain or desperation. If anyone understands how you feel, it's definitely me.

I just wanted to share my perspective as a native Spanish speaker and local. The risk-to-reward ratio of this method just doesn't make sense to me; it's highly likely to get you into a big mess and potentially end up who knows where.

Keep in mind that a big % of the police force here in Latin America is in bed with the cartels; just being arrested can result in you guys getting kidnapped and probably tortured since gringos are seen as potential piggy banks.
I'm so Sorry for misunderstanding I appreciate the insight and if it's OK, I' might message you later. Because you're right I think a lot of us don't realize how bad it could be.
I'm so Sorry for misunderstanding I appreciate the insight and if it's OK, I' might message you later. Because you're right I think a lot of us don't realize how bad it could be.
Also, your English is perfect. What country do you live? If you don't mind me asking.
 

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