Anyone never had romantic/sexual relationships and is okay with it, but being abnormal makes you wanna die?

[user938838383335]

Yes I suffer due to it regardless, but I'm not involuntarily single.
I don't relate to normal people, specifically women since I'm a woman. It hurts like hell to be inferior to them, it hurts like hell to not wanna be sexually adventurous, fun, cool girl willing to please people and be feminine. Regardless of my choice to not date. It hurts...

 

[ConfusedClouds]

I can relate to this, never had a relationship. Most the time this doesn't bother me (I don't have urges or desperation for it). If anything as I've got older, the social pressure has been easier (in teens/twenties, everyone is gossiping about everyone whereas 30s there seems to be a bit more acceptance that everyone is individual). Equally, I can hardly comment because I have been isolating from family/friends for over 2 years so thus avoiding anyone being 'close' enough to me to dig into my thoughts on it all. I think its mostly self inflicted due to zero self worth and being hugely suspicious of why anyone would want to be close to me - and now more that I'd be a dick to anyone messing them around.

 

[Valhala]

Paradoxically, a romantic relationship is the main reason for my CTB.

 

[arandomname]

Same as Valhala above. Don't like most people enough to consider a romantic relationship with them, found someone but they left

 

[dyingslowly]

Yes I suffer due to it regardless, but I'm not involuntarily single.
I don't relate to normal people, specifically women since I'm a woman. It hurts like hell to be inferior to them, it hurts like hell to not wanna be sexually adventurous, fun, cool girl willing to please people and be feminine. Regardless of my choice to not date. It hurts...

A man here, I was always the loner, the backup friend, the temporary friend, the company that you will have when u has no choice, so yeah, I have been an alien among Humans, so this become the biggest challenge to live among these creatures. I hear all the time people die but why the fk I don't die bro? I came to a conclusion that I need to have this thing called money to get the food that I need, hide among them and when the time will come then do it. I understand that having a man as a woman will earn you respect among other women same goes for guys. If you don't have any gf, you get treated like you don't exist.

 

[Peter Skellern]

A man here, I was always the loner, the backup friend, the temporary friend, the company that you will have when u has no choice, so yeah, I have been an alien among Humans, so this become the biggest challenge to live among these creatures. I hear all the time people die but why the fk I don't die bro? I came to a conclusion that I need to have this thing called money to get the food that I need, hide among them and when the time will come then do it. I understand that having a man as a woman will earn you respect among other women same goes for guys. If you don't have any gf, you get treated like you don't exist.

Can't you go on Dating Sites and just see how it goes? Its a numbers game on there - if you kiss enough frogs etc..

 

[dyingslowly]

Can't you go on Dating Sites and just see how it goes? Its a numbers game on there - if you kiss enough frogs etc..

It's been a long time in this, if I kept buying lottery tickets I would have more success with it, I am ugly and I know it even the girls who are ugly kinda don't like me. Then I developed some anxiety with all the burden of rejection and stuff but now when I stopped believing in the God CTB started to appear as a more attractive option for me in the long term so dating seems like an expensive thing from which you don't get anything in return as an ugly man. Girls outright demand money to go on dates and such so 12-gauge shotgun shells are much cheaper I guess you don't need Ph.D. in math to figure out the math here which ain't mathing.

 

[user938838383335]

It's been a long time in this, if I kept buying lottery tickets I would have more success with it, I am ugly and I know it even the girls who are ugly kinda don't like me. Then I developed some anxiety with all the burden of rejection and stuff but now when I stopped believing in the God CTB started to appear as a more attractive option for me in the long term so dating seems like an expensive thing from which you don't get anything in return as an ugly man. Girls outright demand money to go on dates and such so 12-gauge shotgun shells are much cheaper I guess you don't need Ph.D. in math to figure out the math here which ain't mathing.

I think it depends on how you feel about yourself because I see ugly men with girls all the time. My ugly fat middle school bully who TAUNTED me even got a pretty gf now...

 

[Sn00t]

I've found sex to be a kinda repulsive concept to me, and just find it generally to be a disgusting, abnormal practice which at its core is kinda evil (production of life). I don't know, it's just struck me as kinda gross, since I was young. But I have craved to be in a nice relationship with someone, and sometimes that really hurts when I realise I'm very lonely. Being anti social and an outcast is very difficult, so yea I relate

 

[Gone soon]

I know how you all feel. I'm trans, and since my coming out at the age of 14 I've only had one short relationship. People treat me like an alien, so that definitely is one of the reasons why I want to be dead since many years