NSFW Anyone killed animals/pets as a kid?

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

So i will keep this brief as i really don't feel like writing a novel.

When i was younger i killed a few pets and had a strange desire to kill my neighbours rabbits, no idea why just naturally wanted to break their necks.

We had birds as a young kid, i smooshed them into the floor, naturally ending their lives in the process and jagging my hands like a cactus.

As an adult now i don't do such things, i like animals and enjoy their company more than humans but i do know that in an instant i wouldn't hesitate, just my mind i guess.

Often if there is a dying animal i will volunteer to end it, i don't mean to but sometimes i leave a mess just out of my brain not really "getting it"

Like a crack will do, calm the fuck down dude, its brains are everywhere like wtf.

So tldr, anyone fucked up as a kid for no reason, puzzling if anything
Huh i said brief, perhaps not dude

 

[migimortis]

Most sadistic thing I ever did was committing holocaust against ants by pouring water into the anthill. Pets? No. Unless someone had pet ants.

 

[FujoshiNeet]

No. And I had a very fucked up childhood. I would have meltdowns if I accidentally killed a bug.

 

[MiMif]

I have killed pets before but they were on accident. I killed two of them they were ferrets. One of them were my sisters. They were under something and I stepped on it. I heard it cry and I felt it under me but I knew it had no chance of surviving. Then I innocently asked my sister where her ferret was like 15 minutes after and helped her look for it.

I found it exactly where I knew I'd find it and she cried. I couldn't bring myself to cry so I fake cried however I did feel bad about it and it wasn't on purpose I was like 9 or something

The second one was also a ferret. It was my ferret though. I put it in the washer. It was also an accident and I found the body. I didn't care much for it though but I fake cried.

I don't relate to doing that kinda stuff on purpose though. I do relate to putting animals out of their misery however I've done it to birds and a few squirrels and I do like making its body messy. I only do it when I'm sure it's gonna die tho

No. And I had a very fucked up childhood. I would have meltdowns if I accidentally killed a bug.

Damn your like a Disney princess or something

 

[BlackMoon]

Only insects, until I had video games.

 

[mortuarymary]

No. I love animals too much. We've all killed flies etc not the same as killing a rabbit a cat etc.
Thats total going down the serial killer avenue.
sorry, but hate animal abusers

 

[Life_and_Death]

i havent but my parents, as adults, snapped the pet birds neck and sent it back to my grandfather. then they murdered my chickens when i was 10 and blamed me for it.

i love having "legal murderers" for parents

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I once bought several hermit crabs from the mall which was apparently very bad. They all tended to die within weeks and only much later did I find out what I did wrong.

When I was really young I used to love picking up snails off the ground and throwing them at walls to crush them.

I don't think I've ever killed any, but I also used to throw pine cones at ducks, specifically if I ever saw them in couples. Once I realized what pairs of mated ducks looked like I would make it my mission to disrupt them any time I saw them at creeks or ponds because I was jealous of their happiness. This became less so once I found out that male ducks essentially rape the female ones all the time so I had less reason to be envious.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Id reply but i feel totally drained after yesterday, i think i was having an episode

Ive read everyone's replies, guess im fucked then, yay

 

[a.fool]

I kill cockroaches in my house. I feel good after killing them thinking about the diseases they would have lead to if unkilled.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

No, sometimes I wish I had though, then I would probably be completely desensitized to any guilt/feelings for others by now and most likey living a much more fulfilling and interesting life. Morals aren't real, especially not in modern society, only power matters.

I mean i still have morals, i wouldn't go around intentionally hurting people or animals unless there was a solid solid reason

Like if someone was hurt I'd give medical attention, if they had something i wanted I'd probably go about ways and means of taking it from them tbh.

I mean i don't want locked up in jail so that works in a way i guess

I kill cockroaches in my house. I feel good after killing them thinking about the diseases they would have lead to if unkilled.

Ive never seen a cockroach in my life, not in general day to day atleast

 

[a.fool]

Ive never seen a cockroach in my life, not in general day to day atleast

There are alot at my house but I kill them as soon as I see them

 

[cold_severance]

as a kid i may have killed our cat. she was on a deathbed and the day she died i had a dream or maybe it was irl that i kicked her off my bed and she was found dead next day. idk if that counts or if that was enough to kill a cat. apart from that as addition to my si i wanted to put down our pets so at least they wont have to suffer that bitch.

 

[Nofuture1234]

No, sometimes I wish I had though, then I would probably be completely desensitized to any guilt/feelings for others by now and most likey living a much more fulfilling and interesting life. Morals aren't real, especially not in modern society, only power matters. People respect power, strength, ruthlessness, etc. weakness and empathy are superficially praised and then taken advantage of until the weak are bled dry, usually after being villanized arbitrarily. Good is a fool's pursuit

Sorry I don't know how to delete it but I don't think I actually feel this way I've been very angry and bitter from drug withdrawal. Well I still believe the second part even though I would prefer it were not true, but I don't actually wish I hurt animals as a kid.

 

[Rocinante]

Yeah I tossed frogs in the air a few times cause I liked how their bodies convulsed after hitting the ground.

 

[beelzebul]

Um… no. And this is not normal at all.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Did you suffer any trauma as a child?

 

[yourelosingme]

The most I did was drown ants

 

[Forever Sleep]

I killed insects and I feel awful about it now. I did have a sadistic streak as a child.

 

[winamp]

was in the middle of nowhere for most of my summer breaks as a child so I would usually only kill insects out of fear or being grossed out or just as free pets control

but other than that if an insect wasn't bothering me or wasn't posing as a threat I wouldn't do anything

and as an adult I am completely fine with insects now but spiders still make me squeamish

and I always say to people who run away from insects for absolutely no reason "if you don't bother it ! it won't bother you !"

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Can someone delete this^ please. Not the first message this one.

If you cannot delete/edit it anymore you can report it and ask for deletion.

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I hated wasps and I treated them accordingly, especially after one stung me. I still kill insects when they bother me.