Anyone here mentally disabled?

[BurningLights]

Yea it just makes you feel vorse about your self and more diconnected to sociaty

Yeah, I'm slowly losing my grip on reality

 

[IQof87SadButTrue]

I have an IQ of 87.

 

[Fenrirsend]

Same boat.

Not even kidding my only hope at a job...I'm moving to China to teach English....it's super easy n need nothing as long as ur white.....yes China's a bit racist but it's working for me for once

 

[ghoulish.fool]

Thanks, and totally agree, the only place where I feel like I belong, been bouncing round other forums, where their all clinging onto to the last tiny bit of hope, still wanting to exist in their shitty lives, believing that it will get better, well sorry bucko, it ain't. Trying to fit in like I have all my life resulting in disappointment, finally I feel accepted. And I'm sure many others have as well as we have.
I like this place!

I'm pro choice(death?) and suicidal myself but I don't mind some of the hope that I stumble upon on this site or other similar places. Hope is okay to have as long as you're not trying to deny anyone their right to die. I have a little bit of hope because I've felt happiness and it is a huge desire that I have, although seemingly unattainable.

 

[BurningLights]

I'm pro choice(death?) and suicidal myself but I don't mind some of the hope that I stumble upon on this site or other similar places. Hope is okay to have as long as you're not trying to deny anyone their right to die. I have a little bit of hope because I've felt happiness and it is a huge desire that I have, although seemingly unattainable.

Relateable hope, hearing from other like minded people, but when it comes from someone who hasn't been in this mind set, that's when I get annoyed, and upset and feel disconnected.

 

[transgenderfailure]

Until recently, I was delusional, thinking that the universe somehow would make everything right eventually; and that I would be able to experience this thing called "happiness", news fucking flash, the universe doesn't give a shit. These mental issues are here to stay. And no matter what happens, even if I do get a degree or a job, it will all be useless cause I know I'll just be back in this exact spot. So I don't crave anything a "normal" person would crave. No ambition, no drive, no motivation.

What I do now at 21 years old is: wake up at 11 AM, eat, play video games and browse the internet, play more video games, eat an awful lot of food, sleep, repeat.

Playing video games is now starting to bore me too so I am looking forward to the days where I'll probably not leave my bed all day long.

I think I'm pretty mentally disabled.

p.s.
Also, I can't really leave the house anymore but I need to go out for groceries, I'm thinking of having groceries delivered but I'm scared of what the delivery man will think of me, he must look at me, a young person, and be like so weirded out, he probably only delivers to old ladies. Ugh.