Discussion Anyone here devolving?

[Fadeawaaaay]

Every day I feel less motivated and get less done. Even the simplest things are becoming more difficult. Doing laundry for example.

 

[healthrecovery]

Yes i got injected with anti psychotics and that shit makes you devolve really hard...no motivation, anhedonia and many more.

If you want to evolve you have to be extremely spiritual
Meditate
Consume raw food diet
Use essential oils
Read about astrology
Be in nature
Listen alot of audiobooks

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes i got injected with anti psychotics and that shit makes you devolve really hard...no motivation, anhedonia and many more.

If you want to evolve you have to be extremely spiritual
Meditate
Consume raw food diet
Use essential oils
Read about astrology
Be in nature
Listen alot of audiobooks

These are certainly excellent tools for evolving. It's really quite clear what one must do to operate at an optimal level. Keeping their mind and body as healthy as possible.

I could do it if I had it in me. The discipline, commitment, and inspiration.

However…

I think it's too late in the game. I fucked up too many things. I don't have any fight in me anymore. Over the years, I kept taking shortcuts and putting on Band-Aids to keep the ship afloat: Anti-depressants. Therapy. Yoga and extreme exercise. "Working on myself." Watching self-help videos and reading self-help books. Positive thinking.

And still everything collapsed. If you suffer a mental illness, depression, And anxiety and you have a history of failure… At a certain point, A pattern emerges, you eventually face facts As to who you really are.
I never thought of myself as a quitter but then I realized I am one.

 

[apathetic.]

Yes i got injected with anti psychotics and that shit makes you devolve really hard...no motivation, anhedonia and many more.

If you want to evolve you have to be extremely spiritual
Meditate
Consume raw food diet
Use essential oils
Read about astrology
Be in nature
Listen alot of audiobooks

Isn't it all just pseudo science?

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, as the days go by I become more and more tired of everything. I have no will to live. I want nothing to do with this life. I just want eternal peace. I belong in the nothingness. Being trapped in this human body is torture and I wish it was easier to exit. Everything is painful.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Isn't it all just pseudo science?

Other than couple of things there that can be "beneficial" it does sound like new agey ways of lying to yourself

 

[meetapple]

I can't really motivated to do anything because of learned helplessness. I know that no matter how much effort I put in things won't turn out well.

 

[rationaltake]

Every day I feel less motivated and get less done. Even the simplest things are becoming more difficult. Doing laundry for example.

Snap!

 

[Lupgevif]

Yes... I was doing well in college, until a few days ago when I broke down. Now I can't get back at stuff I need to do.

 

[Callie Arcale]

I am definitely devolving. I was a runner before I fell ill many, many years ago. I still remember that feeling of flying - you know when you have a good day, and running is easy and you just enjoy every second of it and it's as if you aren't even touching the ground. I can almost taste it, that's how much I miss it.

Now I can manage to stand up for about a minute a couple of times a day. My body is completely broken.

Oh, what I wouldn't give to experience runner's high one more time before the end of this miserable existence…

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I am definitely devolving. I was a runner before I fell ill many, many years ago. I still remember that feeling of flying - you know when you have a good day, and running is easy and you just enjoy every second of it. I can almost taste it, that's how much I miss it.

Now I can manage to stand up for about a minute a couple of times a day. My body is completely broken.

Oh, what I wouldn't give to experience runner's high one more time before the end of this miserable existence…

Running is pretty much my last activity that I'm engaged with right now and I only do it for about 35 minutes… I can't stand to be out in the world… I only feel safe in isolation…

But I know what you mean. Without a runners high I don't even feel halfway sane. I'm sorry for your health problems.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Running is pretty much my last activity that I'm engaged with right now and I only do it for about 35 minutes… I can't stand to be out in the world… I only feel safe in isolation…

But I know what you mean. Without a runners high I don't even feel halfway sane. I'm sorry for your health problems.

This site has taught me more than anything that everything is a matter of perspective. If I could walk (let alone run) for 35 minutes I would explode with happiness and feel on top of the world.

I am humled and I am less judgemental thanks to SS, where I've learned suffering has so many different faces, and all suffering is equal - meaning someone else's pain is not more or less valid than mine.

Thank you for your compassion @Glovkenspiel May you always be able to walk and run!

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

This site has taught me more than anything that everything is a matter of perspective. If I could walk (let alone run) for 35 minutes I would explode with happiness and feel on top of the world.

I am humled and I am less judgemental thanks to SS, where I've learned suffering has so many different faces, and all suffering is equal - meaning someone else's pain is not more or less valid than mine.

Thank you for your compassion @Glovkenspiel May you always be able to walk and run!

Thank you. Certainly a matter of perspective. I freely admit my circumstances are superficially better than a couple billion people on the planet. But due to my perspective, it's not enough.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Thank you. Certainly a matter of perspective. I freely admit my circumstances are superficially better than a couple billion people on the planet. But due to my perspective, it's not enough.

Exactly. And since it's your life, your perspective is the only one that matters.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Exactly. And since it's your life, your perspective is the only one that matters.

Feel free to IM me if you want

 

[canna2]

Thank you. Certainly a matter of perspective. I freely admit my circumstances are superficially better than a couple billion people on the planet. But due to my perspective, it's not enough.

You can't measure suffering. It just doesn't work like that.

I dont get what some stupid woke or pregnant women are saying. It doesn't work like that.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

You can't measure suffering. It just doesn't work like that.

I think that you can measure suffering within yourself. Times you felt better. Times you felt worse. And of course, we can pretty much say objectively that relaxing on your yacht is probably better than being in the middle of a prison riot. Mostly. More or less. Approximately.

 

[Deadweight]

My world has become so small. I've never really been very interested in anything but the past month or so I don't even keep up with the news. I've become this blank, hollow person. No experiences, no thoughts or feelings about anything, complete indifference for myself and the world I live in. It's a shameful existence. Exist I can do, but actually living and being human has always felt out of reach. I'm so close to being dead already.

 

[canna2]

I think that you can measure suffering within yourself. Times you felt better. Times you felt worse. And of course, we can pretty much say objectively that relaxing on your yacht is probably better than being in the middle of a prison riot. Mostly. More or less. Approximately.

Im talking about judging peoples suffering.

People say they suffer more in africa than here, but I say its untrue.

 

[miserableforever]

Yes i got injected with anti psychotics and that shit makes you devolve really hard...no motivation, anhedonia and many more.

If you want to evolve you have to be extremely spiritual
Meditate
Consume raw food diet
Use essential oils
Read about astrology
Be in nature
Listen alot of audiobooks

Doesnt do anything for me, I've tried that.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Im talking about judging peoples suffering.

People say they suffer more in africa than here, but I say its untrue.

That's a pretty big generalization about an entire continent sure

 

[rationaltake]

My world has become so small. I've never really been very interested in anything but the past month or so I don't even keep up with the news. I've become this blank, hollow person. No experiences, no thoughts or feelings about anything, complete indifference for myself and the world I live in. It's a shameful existence. Exist I can do, but actually living and being human has always felt out of reach. I'm so close to being dead already.

Me too.

 

[_Minsk]

i can relate too well, i think everyone wants to succeed in life but we are limited in our capabilities, especially when we have to deal with all sorts of issues that can't be resolved. it just sucks out all drive and motivation..

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Yes i got injected with anti psychotics and that shit makes you devolve really hard...no motivation, anhedonia and many more.

If you want to evolve you have to be extremely spiritual
Meditate
Consume raw food diet
Use essential oils
Read about astrology
Be in nature
Listen alot of audiobooks

Why do You need to consume a Raw Food Diet and Read about astrology?

 

[Painless_end]

Yes I know what you mean.

But because it is too painful to be like this for me, I don't think I could talk more about it.

But I know what you mean.

 

[ClownMe]

Im too lazy to even get out of bed anymore.

 

[ddd1234]

In two months I devolved so extremely that it's unthinkable! Went from 9-10 / 10 in almost all areas of my life to 0-1/10 I went crazy, it's like complete madness.

If I will not die quickly, I don't know what will happen, my mind and soul deteriorates very quickly. Sometimes some stupid thoughts come to my mind, to grab some knives and do something stupid.

 

[healthrecovery]

Why do You need to consume a Raw Food Diet and Read about astrology?

Raw food contains energy its living substance you absorb it when you eat it
Astrology is true spiritual science which explains many things that are happening in this universe

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Raw food contains energy its living substance you absorb it when you eat it
Astrology is true spiritual science which explains many things that are happening in this universe

According to a recent astrology reading I am supposed to enter a new phase of extreme prosperity in the new year… I don't really want to however. I want to disappear

 

[Samsara]

I thought I was evolving - maybe I did in certain respects - but it is funny how life seems to play with our fleeting moments of happiness as a cat would with a mouse