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the art of being alone
- Jan 25, 2024
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like, you know something is REALLY wrong with your mental health but you don't have any diagnosis (due to lack of energy to search for doctors etc).
sometimes i feel my wish to ctb is not valid enough because i don't, even though i have many symptoms that something is indeed wrong.
i also wonder what would happen if i got treated, if it would work and if i'd be able to be a ''functional, normal human''.
sometimes it feels unfair that i won't give myself that chance. and sometimes it feels that ctb is my only choice.
can anyone relate?
sometimes i feel my wish to ctb is not valid enough because i don't, even though i have many symptoms that something is indeed wrong.
i also wonder what would happen if i got treated, if it would work and if i'd be able to be a ''functional, normal human''.
sometimes it feels unfair that i won't give myself that chance. and sometimes it feels that ctb is my only choice.
can anyone relate?