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Desperate2die

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Feb 19, 2024
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I have access to a LOT of codeine and other things, from my personal experiences and my research i know it should be more than enough to CTB, but my body has a really hard time swallowing lots of pills now (bc of previous massive ODs) and can barely swallow without puking. I have anti nausea meds-
i was just wondering if anyone has ever crushed their pills in order to OD? and specifically, ur experiences around that (i.e. did u make a drink out of it, what liquid did u use, how did ur body react to it, etc)?
i know the risks with ODs, i know people will recommend other methods, but i need to do this, more desperate than have ever been.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

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for OD, no i havent, but i do it in general because i cant swallow pills. (idk, something about growing up and being taught to chew your food or youll choke and then just "here swallow this whole" ummm.....no)

anyway depending
ill crush it between 2 spoons, or with a mortar and pestle. then just eat the powder followed by a drink. i typically just chew them though (still followed by a drink, omg ewww)
 
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ResidentEvil

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It sounds horrific.
Codeine in high doses gives a lot of unwanted side-effects. Definitely not something i would do.
 
walkingdead2023

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I never used drugs but crushing is common and I agree with you over here they are very limited and stock with this outdated resources they have here.. people die from od all the time narcotics with no exception will kill the person if they take more than prescribed. I think it's the matter if someone saving you right away.. we have a patient who came with cardiac arrest after taking only Xanax they found him in the bathroom at his work and determined brain dead in 2 hours..we have a patient who came with Benadryl od so it's possible
 
Bianka

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Isn't crushing essential for it? You would surely do it if you were doing drugs. So take it with a grain of salt but that's all I know
 
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Red Orca

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In my experience, disolving large amounts of pills on liquid are hard to swallow because you will feel nauseated as soon as the liquid touches your mouth/tongue, so more often then not you will end discharging it way before your body had time to absorb it.

If they are on capsule they are often easier to dissolve and depending on the liquid may the taste may not be as strong. I had a sucessful comatose attempt by dissolving into capsule contains in a half-empty beer can and chugging about 30 or so equivalent of pills. But I was not ready for how quick I lost consciousness so I was able to get rescued and sent to medical care.

If you do, try to not let it simmer too much as the longer it dissolves the stronger the taste will get and it will be harder to keep inside you.

Also, depending on how you mix it and what you put in, it may trigger a diarrhea response as well, so be aware of that.
 
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Desperate2die

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Feb 19, 2024
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In my experience, disolving large amounts of pills on liquid are hard to swallow because you will feel nauseated as soon as the liquid touches your mouth/tongue, so more often then not you will end discharging it way before your body had time to absorb it.

If they are on capsule they are often easier to dissolve and depending on the liquid may the taste may not be as strong. I had a sucessful comatose attempt by dissolving into capsule contains in a half-empty beer can and chugging about 30 or so equivalent of pills. But I was not ready for how quick I lost consciousness so I was able to get rescued and sent to medical care.

If you do, try to not let it simmer too much as the longer it dissolves the stronger the taste will get and it will be harder to keep inside you.

Also, depending on how you mix it and what you put in, it may trigger a diarrhea response as well, so be aware of that.
thats really interesting, thank u!
My problem is the mental barrier i now have where even now if i have 2, my body starts gagging as soon as its in my mouth. I can do small tablets easily (so the valium, seroquel and tapentadol should be easy enough) but what im going to struggle most is with the 150 panadeine forte (as the taste of paracetamol especially triggers my gag response). But hoping to take a bunch of anti nausea meds and crush the forte into a drink (was thinking pepsi max but i think the carbonation probably wouldnt help.. so maybe like orange juice or something??). Was going to drive to a deserted place and do in my car so that nobody finds me before enough time has passed. I know the mixture and amount of pills i have is more than enough, just terrified of body expelling it all before it works. But anyway, thanks again for the information
 

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