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Anyone have any items in mind to have on them when they CTB?
Thread starterBraindead Girl
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I've been having the thought lately of what i want to have on me when i CTB and what i've decided is that i'll carry my first boxcutter with me when i go and my estrogen pills and maybe a plushie. I'm honestly not too sure but does anyone else have any thing in mind to carry with them when they go
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i've honestly never thought about that. that's a good question. i plan to die in my own home, so i would technically have everything on me anyways. but i think i would like to have the gifts my sisters have got me over the years with me, specifically a plush my oldest sister gave to me. and i think i would want to have the first keychain i imported with me, too. and maybe my collar, but i don't know how i feel about that one entirely.
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i've honestly never thought about that. that's a good question. i plan to die in my own home, so i would technically have everything on me anyways. but i think i would like to have the gifts my sisters have got me over the years with me, specifically a plush my oldest sister gave to me. and i think i would want to have the first keychain i imported with me, too. and maybe my collar, but i don't know how i feel about that one entirely.
yeah, tbh i mainly considered it because it also falls under the category of gifts from my sisters, lol. it even says "love you sis" on the back of the tag. i think it would be sorta sweet or cute to have that little message with my corpse. and it's some level of comforting, too.
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yeah, tbh i mainly considered it because it also falls under the category of gifts from my sisters, lol. it even says "love you sis" on the back of the tag. i think it would be sorta sweet or cute to have that little message with my corpse. and it's some level of comforting, too.
Hi how do i make a post? Is it normal I cant find a search bar to find specific posts? The UI is like 4chan . It isnt like reddit's ui where there isna search bar and easier to post.
Hi how do i make a post? Is it normal I cant find a search bar to find specific posts? The UI is like 4chan . It isnt like reddit's ui where there isna search bar and easier to post.
i think i'd probably want to keep my estrogen, be wearing one of my jfashion coords, have my box cutter, and also my guitar!! im very attatched to my guitar its one of the few things i enjoyed doing in life
collar is also a good idea i might take mine as well but it doesn't have any special symbolism to it
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i think i'd probably want to keep my estrogen, be wearing one of my jfashion coords, have my box cutter, and also my guitar!! im very attatched to my guitar its one of the few things i enjoyed doing in life
collar is also a good idea i might take mine as well but it doesn't have any special symbolism to it
Hi how do i make a post? Is it normal I cant find a search bar to find specific posts? The UI is like 4chan . It isnt like reddit's ui where there isna search bar and easier to post.
Honestly i want my corpse to look super cute so i'll put on my prettiest dress and makeup and i hope whoever discovers my body thinks of me as a girl when they see it
Honestly i want my corpse to look super cute so i'll put on my prettiest dress and makeup and i hope whoever discovers my body thinks of me as a girl when they see it
Honestly i want my corpse to look super cute so i'll put on my prettiest dress and makeup and i hope whoever discovers my body thinks of me as a girl when they see it
Honestly i want my corpse to look super cute so i'll put on my prettiest dress and makeup and i hope whoever discovers my body thinks of me as a girl when they see it
Yes i love Mizuki sm i'll have my ita bag of her with me when i go and maybe i could wear the cosplay i have too and like my first cutter is decorated with stickers of her too
Yes i love Mizuki sm i'll have my ita bag of her with me when i go and maybe i could wear the cosplay i have too and like my first cutter is decorated with stickers of her too
All the gifts my boyfriend gave me, and a plushie I intended to buy for him but by the time I had money I wasn't sure due to us being no contact at the time. I'm definitely going with his shirt on, too.
honestly should i have given this more thought, i didn't really think about it the first time. i did choose to put on a citrine bracelet that my mom bought for me, she told me it's for good luck or something and that citrine is really hard to find. i thought about bringing the rosary that my mom hung on my bedroom door but i decided to just leave it there.
aside from my plush kuromi, and maybe my plush my melody, if i can find her.. i'll probably be reading a book while i die, so i'll also have that on my person. aside from that, i don't have many material things that i enjoy. oh, and obviously i'll be wearing a dress lol.
I always have the stuff on me that I don't want my parents to find by default. So, razor blades, my notebook, cigarettes, DXM and DPH, I'll probably also carry ibuprofen and paracetamol aswell as alcohol.
When I had interests I was very into sonic and I had imagined carrying all of my plushies and action figures in a bag with me haha. I'm not sure if I'll bring anything sentimental with me. I have a hard time walking as it is so my bag has to be light. If I could choose something, though, I'd probably take Serious Weakness or The Last Days of Judas Iscariot because I love those books.
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