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addictedfukup

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Feb 15, 2026
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I wish i could slit my wrists and bleed out in the woods at night while writing poetry, but sadly thats a shitty method, such a way to go though.
The lords calibre will have to do.
 
pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,999
Yes, for me it'd be one as peaceful and painless as possible as all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence ever again, I just want this dreadful, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all gone and forgotten in non-existence.

I wish I had Nembutal and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have it so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I only see the peace of non-existence as desirable, the fact that humans make it illegal to cease existing painlessly is such a terrible, horrific crime, this existence really never should had been imposed.
 
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