Anyone from an Islamic background/ Lives in an Islamic community ?

[Mr Myemna]

I ask because i'm curious about how you all get to manage you suicide plans in the hyper fundamentalist context, how do you get access to the tools necessary ?

i also wonder if a story of someone's ctb via use of methods shared on the website would get the website banned here or cause a massive surge for its takedown, i'd feel really bad if my ctb would make it harder for others to do the same, but i see no other preferable alternative here

PS: i'm currently under huge strain i wish i could be more articulate and i hope you understand

PPS: i had a better draft if this saved, but i'm not sure how to access my saved drafts, help would be appreciated

 

[jotoon]

Hi. what kind of tools do you need?
you can do it with a rope. or SN that i think you can get in every country in world. or medicine that are illegal in islamic and non islamic country .
I just dont get it how it can be related to what country you are from.

 

[Mr Myemna]

Hi. what kind of tools do you need?
you can do it with a rope. or SN that i think you can get in every country in world. or medicine that are illegal in islamic and non islamic country .
I just dont get it how it can be related to what country you are from.

the complication with it is that i have failed before, i've had my tools taken away from me, i'm at constant surveillance and in risk of going back to the psych ward.

financial struggle in the MENA region means that escape is not an option

 

[missingpeace]

I come from a muslim background and live with my immediate family but live in Australia. I don't have any hardships getting the equipment/medication I need but obviously have to do it in secret because there will be noone open to the idea of right to die. If your under surveillance then unfortunately you will have to pretend that you are ok for people to trust you again and give your freedom. The next time you try make sure it's informed and you get it right when you try.

 

[Mr Myemna]

I come from a muslim background and live with my immediate family but live in Australia. I don't have any hardships getting the equipment/medication I need but obviously have to do it in secret because there will be noone open to the idea of right to die. If your under surveillance then unfortunately you will have to pretend that you are ok for people to trust you again and give your freedom. The next time you try make sure it's informed and you get it right when you try.

now that you bring it up, i'm not sure how i failed, i had the perfect set up, perfect execution. and was braindead for what i assume was 5 minutes
for some odd reason i awoke midway through partial hanging, then i was under extreme convulsions which pushed me to forcefully pull my head out; the knot was very tight.
maybe i should make a thread about this

 

[missingpeace]

now that you bring it up, i'm not sure how i failed, i had the perfect set up, perfect execution. and was braindead for what i assume was 5 minutes
for some odd reason i awoke midway through partial hanging, then i was under extreme convulsions which pushed me to forcefully pull my head out; the knot was very tight.
maybe i should make a thread about this

That is really unfortunate, it seems to happen to a few people regarding them waking up in the middle, if it were me I would keep trying.. I have access to some alternative methods including SN and Nitrogen. I pray that at least one of them works.