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- Aug 31, 2024
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I'm in a lot of pain. Hopeless, depressed, hateful, confused, anxious. These emotions run rampant in my brain and at this point i dont even know what I feel - just that every thought is painful.
I don't come on this site often. But when I feel so bad, I come here researching, looking for methods. It's terrible. I can never find one, the survival instinct is still strong. I fear pain, I fear becoming disabled, I fear hurting my loved ones, I fear death - even after all the mental pain I still fear death.
So I conclude that I can't do it. But just because I can't do it, doesn't make my life better. I still feel pain, and I don't know what to do. Currently in therapy, but i'm not sure if it will help.
I'm in a lot of pain. Hopeless, depressed, hateful, confused, anxious. These emotions run rampant in my brain and at this point i dont even know what I feel - just that every thought is painful.
I don't come on this site often. But when I feel so bad, I come here researching, looking for methods. It's terrible. I can never find one, the survival instinct is still strong. I fear pain, I fear becoming disabled, I fear hurting my loved ones, I fear death - even after all the mental pain I still fear death.
So I conclude that I can't do it. But just because I can't do it, doesn't make my life better. I still feel pain, and I don't know what to do. Currently in therapy, but i'm not sure if it will help.